He nodded his head. Some of the insane wooziness was actually going away since Mamboâs remedies now had time to start working. âNo news is good news.â Flotsam decided because it meant nothing was worse for now no matter how unbearable waiting around could feel.Â
âWell, Iâd go running if you hadnât told me it was the loa that really brought me here. I canât betray their wishes on that. It wouldnât feel right now. I feel stupid texting while people are doing serious stuff. Iâd pull a gazing ball to see if I could tap into it and find out whatâs going on, but with the eye right now, I donât think I could pull it off. But, Flotsam wasnât really one to sound so defeated before he even tried. Not under usual circumstances anyhow, so he said, âFuck it. Iâm trying it.âÂ
He got up and went shoving things around in the swamp shack that looked like it needed a beware sign over them. Everything of Mambo Laveauâs had that look but donât touch feel, like it might curse you if you did, but Flo shoved it all around like it was nothing but trinkets till he found what he was looking for.Â
âHere we go. Found it.âÂ
He sat down with it, lit some candles, spread a new fragrance, and tried to focus. He got frustrated rather quickly.Â
âThis was so much easier when I had J-â His one eye squinted over at Elsa and sighed. âFuck.â
Fuck it. Some secrets really were hard to keep and this one used to be fun. Now, it was a burden.Â
He wrung his wrists trying to loosen himself up, moved his neck back and forth, and gazed at the ball again. He just wanted to see what was going on with the battle. It shouldnât have been this difficult. He glanced up and Elsa again, frustration turned to anger. He knew it was his lack of Jetsam. It had to be. He didnât know how to focus without him.Â
Suddenly he threw the ball across the room and it smashed through some of his motherâs trinkets. He gripped at his hair when River started crying. âFuck. Sorry. Sorry. Everythingâs fine. Everythingâs fine.â He tried to sooth the little guy and walked around with him a moment till he calmed down. He would look over Riverâs head on his shoulder at Elsa and even apologized to her. âIâm sorry.âÂ
Words that rarely came out of his mouth till Cinderella got her influence on him.Â
âLook. I am sorry. I just- I just want to see the damn city, whatâs going on. It shouldnât be this fucking hard. Iâm used to-âÂ
âIâm used to having Jetsam to boost me.â He pointed to his eye in complete confession. âI forked my eye out because I didnât want to see him anymore. I couldnât watch that shit. I see him. Get it? I always see through his eyes, him through mine. I got so angry. I was trying to have a fucking dinner with you and I justâŚI couldnât fuck take it, him and his eyes mentally fucking Cinderella, his⌠hands allâŚ. UGH⌠it was just fucked up okay. It was too much. I didnât think about what else it would fucking effect. I might have just fucked myself out of my own damn magic. Iâm used to focusing with someone.â He tried his best to explain, but wasnât sure if he was making sense. âEven when weâre apart itâs like weâre always holding hands.âÂ
âThatâs what they say,â Elsa responded, feeling uncomfortable at not knowing the fate of the city. She had ruined things, she knew that. The world would know that she existed. She may not be on the internet much but she somewhat understood what âgoing viralâ means, and a woman creating ice walls in one of the best known cities in the world was sure to create a stir. What had happened to the wolf who had taken her away, what happened to the witch who had gotten into her head, what had - no answers, not a single one.
Flotsam seemed to have just as many questions as she did. But alas, no answers were incoming and all that she could really do was watch Flotsam to make sure that he didnât hurt himself further, and then peek outside every couple of seconds to see if danger was looming on the horizon. Nothing felt right anymore, nothing felt safe. She didnât have any instincts as to what was going on, Â no feelings or premonitions. Sheâd been useless before but this was a whole new level.
She winced at the loud noises of things being pushed aside. As the adrenaline was wearing off, she started to grow more anxious. She had felt powerful, almost like a Queen for a little while there, saving people and riding off on the back of a a âmythicalâ creature to go and protect the only man who stirred feelings in her, and his son. But now, she was back to being a scared, naive child who couldnât keep control of a single situation, alone with a man with a severe eye injury and a child. Powerless. Nervous.
âYou stabbed your eye out right in front of me, Flotsam.â Elsa said gently, taking a step away from the window when Flotsam stopped himself from speaking for a moment. âSecrets or not, we are in this together now. Iâm depending on you, just as Loa had depended on me to get you away safely. You might as well tell me everything. Perhaps weâll find something useful in it all.â If witches were to approach, she would surely hear them, perhaps feel them. They had made their intentions known, there was no use in them hiding. After all, they had the loud mouth rockstar at their helm.
She flinched again as the ball went flying across the room, but she kept her eyes on Flotsam this time, as he walked around with the crying baby. There was nothing that she could say to make things better, to make things work better, she knew that. She didnât have a connection to him the way that Flotsam did. Her magic was just - was just snow and ice, wine popsicles, makeshift weapons. A hell of a lot more than she thought that she was capable of, but still not enough for this frustrating situation.
She accepted his apology with a small nod, her eyes stuck on his good one for the moment. She knew well enough that it was something that he rarely did, so she didnât make a big deal out of it. And everything else she listened to with her usual frozen expression. It wasnât all too far from what she thought - clearly the twins had a connection that went beyond just the regular twin phenomena. But there was a lot that she didnât expect. âAnd heâs not here when you need him,â She said, saying what she had figured out from all of that. âYou took the power away from both of you.â She said, flatly. She approached him and the little boy and lightly put her hand on his shoulder. It would be freezing cold, the residual effect of having been using her powers to immensely in the last couple of hours. âAll we can do now is come up with a new plan. Youâre not entirely powerless, you know. You have...â She was going to say âmeâ, because he did. He had her in his corner now. But her eyes went down to look at the little boyâs that was in his arms. â-us.â