Adrenalize

Remember when everyone thought Trump running for president was a joke?

The last time I got dumped by my best friend was remarkably similar to this.  I get fully invested, then they leave. I have permanent marks on my body from last time.  Considering this is becoming a habit, I should probably reconsider some life choices. Like, not jumping into relationships just because the person happens to be there for me whenever I look up.  Not because we commiserate well together. Next time I get into a relationship I am going to be sure of my identity and not let them mold me as they desire.  The second you become what the other person wants, they get bored. You’re not unique anymore, just another clone. It may not be for a long, long time. But I’m going to look at that as an up-side. I need to focus on myself. I need to make some friends. I need to be happy with myself first.

Time to start over. Clean slate. Again. I hate this. I love you, though.

Can't sleep. Can't stop thinking.