the wasted years, the wasted youth. the pretty lies, the ugly truth and the day has come where i have died only to find i’ve come alive    ❨ … ❩        adolescence didn’t make sense,   a little loss of innocence  ―  the ugliness of being a fool … 𝒂𝒊𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 ? ©

as you can guess,  heidi struggled with her relationship with food  –  with cartman and after the break up,  i have a lot to say about this so i’m going to break it into two parts in this one post –  once again,  this will go into heavy details regarding relationships with food,  this is going to be complicated and i may struggle to explain some parts because heidi does yo-yo between diets and disorders,  so if you’re sensitive to food topics please don’t read this for your own mental health !    THIS DOES GET DETAILED.  

𝒔𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒂    /    𝒎𝒖𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈  !  

you fell in love but you fell deeper in this pit,   while death rains from above.  so count your blessings cause this is it             //          templates :  x  |  x .  

                   DADDY  I’M  SO  SORRY,   WE  JUST  LIKE  TO  PARTY  :                         BANG  BANG,       WE’RE   BEAUTIFUL  &  DIRTY RICH  !  

things will get better soon as my letter comes from harvard, duke, or brown. wake from this coma, take my diploma then I CAN BLOW THIS TOWN. dream of ivy-covered walls and smoky french cafés,   FIGHT THE URGE TO STRIKE A MATCH AND SET THIS DUMP ABLAZE.