I Want To Live Simply

I’m living with my friends mom temporarily . She’s a sociopath. I was originally housesitting her home she’s renting but her landlord wants her out of nov 15 now. Well she let me stay here so I could help pack up her house and because she knows I have nowhere else to go. She acts all sweet and nice buys groceries gives me her clothes to wear because it’s snowing and etc. and then she flips and does crazy psychotic things. My mother is also a sociopath and I left home at 14 because of this so it’s nothing new to me just very traumatic. Tonight we were driving and there was a bike rider and he was barely in the bikers lane that’s not really the point but she swerved around him really fast it freaked me out she was also screaming at me over this other thing Anyways I had her drop me off close to where I wanted her to drop me so I could walk alone for a little and she comes around the corner and parks while I’m walking and is screaming out the car and that same biker (the universe) comes around sees her parked and all calmly says ma’am you scared me you could of killed me tonight the way you swerved around me it took me off guard and she starts screaming back at him as I’m walking away well you’re in the wrong lane and it’s your fault and just not even realizing her actions basically so tonight I said to her (this is later back while we’re at the house) you really could of killed this guy tonight still she’s only thinking about her and starts screaming at me calling me a “spiritually right angel” and literally it escalated she gets up comes into my face spitting on me saying she doesn’t like my judgment towards her just all this psycho weird stuff I’m not looking her in the eyes she’s saying crazy things like i don’t care if I kill people and you’re living with a sociopath (which I know I am I’m a medium but I have nowhere to go) so after all this screaming going crazy in my face I respond with tears in my eyes very slowly not looking at her “you scared this poor man” and she slapped me across the face. So I go downstairs and am staying inside the bathroom as I type this she’s saying from outside the bathroom I think you need to find somewhere else to go. never thought Ide be seeking out help like this before or opening up to a community of people on the internet. But I just had my abortion I’m going through a lot of trauma with that alone. I’m having the hardest time concentrating or hearing something someone is saying to me. Today was the first day it snowed. I seeked out an organization that helped young teens-early adults with residency I’m on a waiting list at 15 and applied to housing an hour away. I have nowhere to go but I have a lot of faith and hope. If anyone is feeling any the bit generous to help me seek somewhere to live while I try to find a job and get myself stable. Even praying I allow you to pray to your angels,familiars,deities,the sun/moon. I write poetry and make art and would sell that too if you would trade? I have an insta to look. I don’t know what you may be going through but I send my regards and my light. I pray for healing everywhere. All my love 🌹 PayPal: [email protected] , cashapp: $CrystalDumortier

Kiersten Stephens

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The Friday 13th Harvest Moon, September 2019 by @oliveleaff