vv's Rabbit Hole

I miss him so much and he looked so good... i hate being so sad and heart broken. I feel so close to giving up on so much. Why am I so undeserving of happiness and care. I wish I could show him all the things I couldn't before, especially now that I have a job

Today I missed you like crazy... I could barely focus at work. I wonder if i really was right about her being your new person... she just seems way too pretty not to be. Im sure shes way better for you anyways.. i hate that all I ever wanted was to be your one and only.

I miss so much... trying to just go about things like a part of me isnt missing. Im sure things are going great for you now

My heart hurts. Im never going to be the same again, inside or out.