SilverMarleyxo

Hate that I love you to that point my soul is sucked, not like vampire with the blood but emotionally. Your like a road block into my life, just hit another curb don't I? Wow, may as well a U-turn, but no return to sender. Yall feel me? Been a minute. Dont fear of love just dont let it rock your boat.

I have been absent trying to play a fantasy in my mind that I am trying to make work but truth is I dont think it will it is like false hope. I dont know why by moral standards I still try but I guess it is "human nature?" like MJ once said.

Anyway I miss you guys on here but for real dont lose yourself for someone else!!!! TRUST ME.

Let's be honest the best of absent is due to life being crazy but isn't it not crazy to if your humbled with simple things?! Hold up the idea of being married and having kids are not relevant to note. However the idea of love now that just is it. What is love?

Love is a funny thing, its addictive like drug. Love is attraction and chemistry of all sorts. Through the good and bad; do you truly know how to balance one another. DO not get me wrong, it is not always easy.

You got to decide what is best for you, just know your worthy.

Now a days its an absolute paranoia to give away your heart,

to give it away with the trust and fear of it being broken.

You may say such things but under that tongue,

i believe it goes beyond such proverbs.

Its body language.

the lean in closer, the figured outfits. 

Its temptation at its finest. 

Do you see through the looking glass or at her silihoute?

Do you enjoy the mystery like it is a game. 

Because im not a force to be reckon when i give away such a heart away.

I dont seek temptation, i dont seek games

and you need to understand.

Ill give you my heart,

but not my other hand. 

Ill need all the strength when im done with you,

You can try and point fingers,

and scream and shout,

you can try to lock yourself in,

but only your emotions come out,

maybe not the best and certainly not the worst,

the best thing to do is encourage.

Your thought are displaced,

only maybe for a moment,

but in that moment you say the wrong words,

Life has been like hitting a freeway then a u turn on a wrong round about,

but then not every is always straight forward.

Sometimes a tear hit the eye but never falls,

sometimes a laugh turns silent and the humour is nulled.

Every moment when you walk you wither by pass,

the most beautiful peace or get lost in thought.

Lets pause, there.

Getting lost in thought, getting lost in yourself.

Lets make that a primary focus when you have little time,

little time to remember whats it like to get lost on those walks,

she was literally the closest friend i couldve had. 

she moved away for a while but the better news,

she is moving back home, back home in with me.

that person is who i thought id lost. 

underneath the star's, the moon, the streets lamps poorly lit,

it is still bright enough to see you smile.

and faintly ponder on how to say those words.

but in the bitterness of night's cold,

it wouldn't matter if words were spoken,

it is answered by the exchange of our smiles.

who could imagine such a simple moment,

could turn into a rich portrait painted by the colour's of our surrounding's.

to reveal the glorious simplicity of happiness,

and wish to share this feeling with society,

shout down the streets to reveal what is a marvelous secret.

but in the silenece, the breeze of the wind

whisper's let's enjoy this moment here, now.

your walking through the trails of fantasy,

and your mind is finally at ease.

some common sense and a few laughs,

it is the simplicity of each tree.

it begins as a seedling and grow's,

experience's the harshness of winter cold,

the muddy days of spring,

and eventually the age of getting old.

it is the simplicity of our life.

where we to go through these day's,

but it is finding that common ground,