adult, it's my sideblog yadda yadda, there's a lot of questionable gore, actually, fr, not kidding. but if I feel like it, there can be just nsfw too. minors DNI.
my fandoms are mainly In Stars and Time and Hyper Light Drifter (occasionally). this can change but I can't promise anything. this blog literally was created for isat from the beginning.
i don't really post about actual sex stuff outside of fandom lense, so you will see here mostly my art and other's people works. if you know me from other place, congrats, but otherwise keep it to yourself.
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Imagining the Change God that insists on interfering with Siffrin's life, popping up every now and then and treating Siffrin like a little puppet for their amusement.
"I thought you weren't supposed to interfere with anyone??"
"Well you don't count cause u don't follow the religion!! ^_^"
Change God who views Siffrin like a little bug they keep in their pocket for entertainment. Who airs out all of Siffrin's past flaws and frustrations from the loops only to turn around and lovingly gush about all the capital C Changing they did, how they're soooo proud for Siffrin embracing Change. Popping into his dreams and altering them for fun, changing everything around for their amusement and not letting Siffrin get any peace even in his sleep.
Twirling a finger around Siffrin's hair and reminding him that their precious culture is gone and 'when are you gonna cave in and finally start worshipping me?? >_<"
Shape-shifting into Siffrin and forcing them to watch all the new looks the they give him- longer hair, different eye color, hair color, body shape. Siffrin who is entirely too into it but grits their teeth and tells the god to knock it off.
Change God who holds Siffrin in their arms and sarcastically laments that even though he has nothing left from his home at least they can be there for him. Change will always follow them for the rest of their life.
Siffrin who grows attached despite their best efforts, finding comfort in a god that constantly diminishes him and talks badly about their lost culture and home. Because unlike everyone else at least the Change God actually acknowledges that it existed.
Siffrin's animosity growing so much that it mixes into sexual frustration. They despise how the Change God can unveil this part of them, thinking about how right Odile was when she mentioned having a hate-crush on someone. The Change God being aware of this and loving every minute of it bc they basically see it as holding some type of control over Siffrin.
Change God offering to 'relieve' Siffrin but only if they beg for it like a loyal follower. Making him go on his hands and knees, pleading to be taken care of. Fucking Siffrin into oblivion, lamenting on how they should be grateful since they never did this for any of their most loyal followers. Guilt tripping Siffrin and reminding that it was THEM giving him this reprieve, not their lost god. Refusing to let Siffrin cum until they profusely apologized for stagnating change in the time loops, telling them to take responsibility if they wanted to finish.
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visions of odiledusk is haunting me except dusk is invisible... they're having sex but it's just odile with air... that's not important btw
consider this instead (taking creative liberties here bear with me): some specific clothes are visible on dusk so all you can see is how their long skirt is being pulled up to reveal ✨nothing✨ or how a flying collar is being dragged by a leash...
duskdawn tho... I'm thinking of my own art and how it looks from someone's else pov. it's just siffrin getting steadily more bashful and shaded. but if it's dawn on dusk this is like... they see each other after all, so they don't get the appeal with or without clothes (not the same odile does at least)
now imagine all three of them having dusk in the middle
oops almost a month passed again and I'm surprised that this overkill post was actually received so well. I expected (1) like from some lurkers here but apparently it's a gathering. woaj...
The Scene: Dawn and Dusk trying to get further in the House but they're alone. Unfortunately for them, Dawn legs finally gave out and they're stuck. But before the end... Dawn asks something of Dusk.
Under the cut my attempt at writing (not required to understand what's going on here but it elaborates on how this came to be)
You can't do this anymore. You see how they keep dying, how the last of his enthusiasm keeps slipping into the abyss of his own making. How once a source of comfort hand-holding turned into a desperate "please please let me feel please please let me feel something". How it's useless now that their party is gone, how the kid is lost, how Director is very much livid with them trying to ruin xir show.
Still, you press on. Hand in his unfeeling hand, you were trying to continue your way up even if you know it will be useless. They keep dying, little by little, more body parts will keep rot until there's nothing left of Dawn but a husk of themself.
And you desperately don't want to let go.
So in one of The House's rooms they stop you and you let them. Unconsciously pacing around the room to throw the nervous energy off, you keep thinking and thinking.
"Dusk, I can't."
But he must! You can't waste this loop in vain! You've come so far and haven't died just to? Just to die now? No no nonononono--
"No, we can keep going, right? Please tell me it's not over." You look at them, pleading silently. They look doleful, subsided, defetead. You. You. You--!
"It's too late for me. I can't feel my hands, I can't feel my face, I-I think I'm starting to lose feeling of my l-legs t-too." They start to hiccup the longer they talk. It's no good. It can't be that late, no…
"Please just leave me."
"BUT I CAN'T!"
You would never leave them! You care so much about them you can't imagine how your life would have been if he weren't in it! So you can't, you won't, you don't--
"I won't leave you dying, dawn! And I don't want you to die again, so please, please, just a little bit longer."
They start to tear up and their face contorts in pain.
"I don't want to leave you either but I don't see the reason for us to go on. Dusk, please, it all will reset--"
"AND YOU WILL LOSE ALL THE PROGRESS AGAIN AND DIE AGAIN AND SUFFER AGAIN AND ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WATCH YOU DIE?!?" You snap at him and make him silent. Speechless, freightened. You're truly the worst.
But instead of shouting back at you he looks at you with the same eye you were giving them a few minutes ago.
"You don't have to watch me die. I can die alone…"
"No…--"
"But before that… Maybe we can. Um."
You stop in your tracks to look at them. Coming closer to hear their mumbles more clearly. Instead, he averts his gaze from you, hiding face underneath his cloak, face growing this painful familiar shade that makes you cursed, that remind you that he's cursed and going to die but.
"Maybe we can?" you ask hopefully, looking at them expectantly. "You know I will do anything for you."
"Really?.." He asks, face turning even more darker, their legs start to twitch on the table you sat them before. You squeeze his hands in approval but quickly realize that it's useless.
"Of course. What do you have in mind?"
They keep staring at floor. Trying to take breath, falling, and trying again. Then a very small whisper reaches your ears, meant only for you and you only in this small hidden room.
"Can you… make me feel again?" They stay silent for a minute before elaborating. "I-I never cared about these things before but before the end, before the end… If I had to do it… I wouldn't mind if it were with you."
You… surprised. Shocked even. But eventually you nod.
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