omg i didnt know the word nifleheim literally meant hell im shaking

ok nyway im definitely revamping prom @ SOME point ik that but i have exams coming up n after that ill b working full time but. ^__^ im so excited... i miss him so so much

I love him so fucking much but the emotional music n his face n it's all so heartbreaking but then the camera pans down to his leopard-print jeans n suddenly he can die

ok im goin back on link bc while i love n miss prom i don't feel comfortable on this blog @ all n probably won't again until i archive n move

I can't choose where I come from, but I can choose where I'm going.

BROWSING THROUGH PROM'S TAG WAS A MISTAKE I FEEL SO SENTIMENTAL BUT ALSO DISGUSTED

smth i love abt prom's kindness n acceptance is how aware he is of it. when he makes a show of being offended or hurt over things he knows he has every right to b hurt abt, it's bc he knows he's making a different decision. when noct apologises for hurting him n he does the dramatic "right? after everything we've been through! nah... just kidding" that is to say this isn't unconscious. prom's kind n forgiving on purpose. he has the capacity to completely ingest his trauma n forgive the perpetrator bc he knows noct, n he knows he'd never knowingly hurt him. his compassion isn't an act, nor a coping mechanism: it's a conscious effort he makes in order to maintain balance

GOD TYLHE SENT ME THIS N I JUST. GOT SO EMOTIONAL LIKE. IF HE KNEW,,, WHO HE'D BECOME. OH MY GOD IF HE ONLY KNEW WHAT HE WAS GONNA ACCOMPLISH WHEN HE GREW UP. HELPING HIS BUDDY SAVE THE WORLD. HELPING TO BRING THE SUN BACK ALONGSIDE THE KING. BECOMING A LEGEND. IMAGINE IF HE COULD TELL HIMSELF. HED BE SO PROUD. HE CAME SO FAR, ACCOMPLISHED SO MUCH THROUGH SHEER EFFORT,,, FUCK I LOVE HIM SO SO SOO MUCH