السلام عليكم وعليكم السلام

Sometimes I wish I could start over from scratch.

I started off loving life and living it to the fullest.

But these past few years I been asking God "why you putting me through this?"

You already took Nae from me then you snatched Tae

I can never reconcile and make amends because I was too busy being foolish.

I've learned to love people while I have the chance because eventually we all have to go

But this absence of my potential wife got my heart turning cold.

Why does everything I touch parish?

All I ever prayed for was prosperity.

Why do I push away the people that love me the most and once I come to my senses you pull them away?

I feel this frustration daily and I hate to question it but why do you take away the good ones but let me live to see the next day?

I'm rude, selfish and and probably demonic in a way. But can you blame me?

When I needed to be that shoulder to cry on I wasn't there

When I needed to be that man she needed I was too childish.

It hurts because I ignored her when she was crying out to me

Now she's gone and I'm crying out but ain't nobody listening to me.

I need help

But I can't put my finger on the problem

I'm lost, destructive and tired of begging for guidance

That one person I was comfortable enough to confide in

was snatched away by a senseless act of violence

Sometimes I wish I could start over from scratch.

I started off loving life and living it to the fullest.

But these past few years I been asking God "why you putting me through this?"

You already took Nae from me then you snatched Tae

I can never reconcile and make amends because I was too busy being foolish.

I've learned to love people while I have the chance because eventually we all have to go

But this absence of my potential wife got my heart turning cold.

Why does everything thing I touch parish? All I ever prayed for was prosperity

Why do I push away the people that love me the most and once I come to my senses you pull them away?

I feel this frustration daily and I hate to question it but why do you take away the good ones but let me live to see the next day?

I'm rude, selfish and and probably demonic in a way. But can you blame me?

When I needed to be that shoulder to cry on I wasn't there

When I needed to be that man she needed I wasn't there

It hurts because I ignored when she was crying out to me

Now she's gone and I'm crying out but ain't nobody listening to me.

I need help

But I can't put my finger on the problem

I'm lost, destructive and tired of begging for guidance

That one person I was comfortable enough to confide in was snatched away by a senseless act of violence

And the only question I been asking lately is WHY mann..