ostende mihi tuum et ostendam tibi meum

i just want to disappear. my life always feels like drowning in slow motion. i dont consider any of this as real. my real life is out there, when im on the road. no rules no responsibilities no restrictions. no leash. i can be anyone.

backed into a car a few days ago, thing had barely a scratch on it, so we didn’t do insurance. they went to a body shop for a quote and were like yeah it’s $2000 to replace the bumper. im going to shoot them and their precious mustang with a 12 gauge

i am surrounded by strangers. all of these people i know by chance and proximity. anything built off of that is imagined. i would be better off alone

i wish i could go back in time as a boy scout or a churchgoer just so i could have proper gay sexual awakenings at the summer camps and vbs’s

ghod the consequences of waking up at 4am for the gym with only water in my stomachim going to passout