i am i am i am

⁠— Chuck Akot, “Âme sœur”

i can never face my family again

i know that things didn’t always end up being perfect for us and there has been many nights where i questioned the authenticity of my own emotions. i never really know which way to go with you— highs and lows, downs and ups. you’re full of my favorite happy memories and i just wanted you to know that you’re going to be okay because i have your back no matter the odds stacked against us. once upon a time i was scared and fear is the death of all things— someone once told me that if a dream doesn’t scare you, it’s not great enough. worried that you’re going to find someone better, worried that i’ll end up disappointing you. your love is cherry blossoms in full bloom— mid day break december kissing you, mid day summer missing you. my heart isn’t broken anymore, i’m all better. my worth is my own. you give value to my laughter, you’re my joyous remedy. you listen to my words. not half-assed. you really care. you truly listen. you’re quiet when i talk, my eye contact addict. my lover doesn’t know how much i love, so when i say that i want you to be the last person i want to be with. i know that it’s true. life is short and i’m all out of tears— this has to work.

— Emery Allen

— Mhairi McFarlane; You Had Me At Hello

Yayoi Kusama began hallucinating spots atop the surfaces of her world at a young age. In these dots, at once simple and boundless, Kusama found a way to break away from the self and look into infinity.

Katsushika Hokusai (1760–1849)

e.v.e. ( Spontaneous thoughts)

“New Dimensions VIII” by Mariano Peccinetti

Dagger Earring from MamaWolfMercantile