Staybeautiful

I felt that if I just had you or had something to make me feel safe.

To make me feel whole, alive, and valid.

To bring the light in my body, so I can shine bright.

But all along it was me that needed to do that for msyelf.

All along I was looking for a home in people that had always changed their locks.

This is where I had realized to toss away that key and find a key for myself.

A key to my self love.

-T.S.

You held me in your arms as if you felt bad for me. You felt bad for the confusion of my pain. It’s like you knew already what I was feeling. What my sorrow was inside, I didn’t even need to explain. You just knew. Being in your arms felt like the safest place and I didn’t want to leave. I felt at home. I felt as if the walls just came down that I’ve been holding up. As they were decaying, I knew this is where I would always want to be. In your arms.

-T.S.

-T.S.