Siderome, meaning Villain.

Okay so I was trying to explain to my mom how every fandom it seems has that one ship that everyone loves. I kinda ranted for a while about it, completely going off. I said things like: 

“But when ones cannon the other ships sink-”

“Some people keep shipping them, even after they sink-”

“Some ships, aren’t even romantic, some can just be friends, those are most of mine.”

“that ship, will never sink.” 

“So what if I like the cannon ship? can’t i just enjoy it? I’m not forcing it on you.”

“I know no one likes this ship, but I love it, so I hide it from people because the fandom’s toxic anyway, and I don’t want to deal with that, so I’ll just enjoy it alone-” 

She was silent the entire time, and I completely forgot...

…

Shining in the shadows, she pushed her litter out, tossing it everywhere. 

I forgot about my first imaginary friend.

 I feel so bad, just one day, I stopped talking to him?? We were friends because we were the weird ones. In each of our worlds, everyone thought we were strange or needed help. So we talked because we could understand each other. It made sense to us, you didn’t have to understand. I don’t even remember him that much. Just that I suddenly had another imaginary friend... 

Did he just sit there and watch? As our whole friendship disappeared? What if he tried to stop me? What if he was frantic at losing me? WHAT IF HE DID ALL OF THIS RIGHT AT ME AND I COULDNT SEE HIM. 

But then you look back at your past self and think, no. I didn’t change in that way. That’s always been the same, you’ve just never noticed it. And then their all like: okay, prove it. 

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HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PROVE SOMETHING YOU DON’T REMEMBER?! YOU OBVIOUSLY WEREN’T PAYING ENOUGH ATTENTION TO ME TO MISS THIS HUGE PART OF MY PERSONALITY.SO WHY SHOULD I TRY TO PROVE SOMETHING TO YOU? 

If your ever feeling sad, your day isn't going well, or maybe your just bored... go watch that show you loved as a kid. But don’t just watch it. Dress like you would’ve however maybe years ago. Grab the food you wouldn’t hesitate to eat the whole bag of. Find that old toy. Pretend your still a kid. 

I’m rewatching my old favorite shows because of the nostalgia. Go do it. It’s epic. And don’t worry about people judging you, your probably alone in your room anyway. 

(Plus its fun to rewatch scenes where you know he dialogue by heart, and/or replayed an episode just for a joke.) 

I can already tell I’m gonna miss these days.

Someone recognized my Virgil hoodie. 

But paranoid me couldn’t stand it when people watched me sleep. Even if it was just to wake me up. 

Plus I didn’t want to die, their was no way I would ever cover my face again. 

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Fast forward to middle school: After about a few miserable months of dealing with life,   when I finally managed to crawl into bed... late... exhausted... Without a second thought I covered my head and fell asleep.

Other sister pouting: “No, I don’t!”                                                                      

Me: “Yes you do.” 

“Fine,” She huffs. 

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I LOVE LETTUCE WRAPS!~

Don’t go into anything physical. (When thinking of future jobs)                       

 Beware of physical therapists. 

  Beware of normal therapists. 

   Beware of therapy. 

*sees and eagle fly majestically over head* 

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Me: What am I, 

“I found a needle! …Unfortunately the hard way.” 

“IT’S LIKE A MIRROR!” -After cleaning her phone. 

“NO~ MORE~ TUUMMBLR~ BLR, BLR, BLR, BU-BLUR BLUR BLUR~”

*opens Tumblr* 

Maybe I’m just an idiot, but why does Alexander wear his glasses? It obviously wasn’t to shoot Burr. Did he have something else in mind? 

“They won’t teach you this in your classes, but look it up Hamilton was wearin’ his glasses. Why?  If not to take deadly aim?! It’s him or me the world will never be the same!” Burr assumed it was to kill him. 

…Does that mean if he didn’t wear them he wouldn’t have died?  

“Was it just to mess with you?”-As my sister pointed out.