Ease With the Breeze

hey do u like orang hitam? no. I like orang BINTANG. ✨

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LOL.. don't you love it when you bump into regret again. And now you're hardcore stalking the regret. LMFAO SO FUNNY.

I just want to get out of here. Screw this hell of a place.

Lmao.. You can say that you'll take me back all you want, won't stop me from running away. Seriously such bullshit for everyone. Why the hell do you want to take me back with you when I'm such a pest in the family. I'm sick and tired of everyone. Actually abandon me like you all have my whole life living with you. What's stopping you.. The pride and look of the family to everyone??? Pathetic. Should've put me in a fosters home in the first place.. at least I can wait for a family who actually wants me and doesn't look at all the flaws that you think I have and made up in your head. If any of you were to see the message God please thank you, because no one really wants to listen to what I really have to say. Yeah maybe I won't make it as far without the family but for damn sure this improsiment of loneliness and misunderstanding and brutality I've had enough with. I'd rather be independent without you all. I'm tired.. I'm done.. I'm so so done. If I could've taken my life a long time ago I would've.. At least it's less stress out of your life. But as of now I have a life and there are people out there that treats me and love and care more like family than my own family does. I want to live my life without these weird unwanted chains that's locking me down. You can say it's all for love 1,000 times still doesn't change the damn fact why I'm still alone and left out in this family and still damn injured.

I'm sorry.. Literally how the heck do you expect your kids to listen when you restrict the fuck out them. Especially when it comes to dating or whoever they want to hang with. The only thing you can do is advice them and keep your words in their mind and not force your opinion on to them. They're bound to do the opposite because of such restriction. If they really like some one then they really like someone. You can't force them who to like and not like that's not YOUR decision and YOUR feelings. If they make them genuinely happy then fucking leave them alone. If they want to be together let them and if shit fails then they'll learn from it. I understand you want to set these restrictions to protect them but I'm sorry that shit doesn't affect anything if not it makes the situation a lot worse behind your back.