Sickwolf09

then saying

i hate hate hate HATEEEEEE when my friends and family are sick around me 🤢😷 it's the people I love the most but like....

im not attracted to to them so I don't want anything to do with them and want them away from me when they're sick. & that's how it hit me long ago that this is a kink of mine.

Cuddling on the couch, one of you not feeling so well.  Tender kisses on temples, fingers intertwined

Standing in the kitchen, awaiting the teapot whistle.  Holding each other, her unsettled stomach grumbling in the quiet, the swell of it against your palm.  Wondering if tea will help, or just make it worse

Walking in the park, she touches her stomach.  Eye contact, that look.  Both of you a little worried, a little warm

Nighttime, too late.  She can’t sleep.  Nauseous, maybe a bit feverish.  Bloated, crouching near the toilet, waiting, waiting.  Rubbing her back and holding her hand.  Sick burps, sympathy

Snuggled in bed, rubbing each other’s tummies.  One of you awfully bloated and hurting, the other trying to distract, soothe.  Foreheads together, stealing kisses between moans

Saturday sun, but she’s too quiet, too pale.  Holding her hand on a bench.  Noticing oh, oh darling, your stomach– a bathroom, unbuttoned pants, productive burps.  Comfort.  Gentle kisses, afternoon in

On the couch again, too much food.  Stuffed groans, playful looks.  Kissing her cheek, her mouth, her neck.  Arousal adding to bellyaches, an evening of whining, hiccuping, mutual caretaking

Never feeling like I could jump into conversations about sex, not being able to relate to anyone. Until I started being online about it. Having peers to talk to is so important.

My entire life changed when I accepted my sexuality and stopped trying to be "normal". I became confident and happy in a way I never could before.

Your kink isn't a fault. It isn't a problem. It isn't something you have to apologise for or seek forgiveness for.

It is a sexuality, like any, and thus is just a thing about you that you will spend your life learning about, teaching about, negotiating with partners, and learning to express in the way that works best for you.