there is nothing more beautiful in this world than giving a man a 40 second orgasm

tonight i told him “there is nothing wrong with you that is a moral failing” and he cried and i hate to make him cry of course but i think he really needed to hear that

he is rhe sweetest person i’ve ever met in my life one mention of “i’m going crazy” and he drops everything to reassure me im fine im insane about him

need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely need him insanely

marry him

he is so beautiful when he’s confused

we just sang along to fall out boy together for like an hour and i’ve never felt so connected to someone in my entire life he kept GRABBING MY CHIN AND HE CHOKED ME AT ONE POINT AND LORD HELP ME I CANT KEEP BEINGA ROUND THIS MAN WOTHOUT WITHER KILLING HIM WITH HAMMERS OR FUCKING THE EVERLOVIBG SJIT OUT OF HIM he is so perfect and so amazing ive never felt such a connection to another human being ever it was the most special moment of my life he is so special to me he makes me e feel crazy i love him so incredibly much and he loves me too

we just did karaoke to sixteen candles by fob and this motherfucker grabbed my chin and looked me right in the eyes and i think ive gone crazy

i love him more than anyone can ever fathom and i’m so scared he’s gonna go crazy and leave and forget me and forget what we had and all of this shit i just love him so much and never ever want to be without him

he just told me he loves me in korean

i’ve never in my life felt this way about someone he makes me genuinely insane i feel like i’m losing my fuckin mind HE TOLD ME HE LIKES ME AND HE WANTS TO TRY AND HE WANTS ME TO STAY OVER AM I GONNA GET FUCKED TONIGHT???????????? AHAHAHAGAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHH I NEED THIS MAN BIBLICALLY I NEED HIM SO RIDICULOUSLY BAD IT MAKES ME WANT TO DIE SO HARD HE IS THE MOST PERFECT BEING WHO HAS EVER EXISTED IN THE ENTIRE HISTORY IF THE WORLD HE SINCREDIBLE HES IS SO INTELLIGENT AND I CANT ATOP MYSELF FROM SAYIBG J LOVE YOU ABYMKRE I JUSY LOVE HIM SK MUCH

i’m falling in love with him so hard he makes me sick to my fucking stomach i need him so bad i want to CRUSH HIS SKULL

don’t fall in love with white boys they will destroy you completely and ruin your soul and life forever

gotta love having to teach your mother how to cook

i need to be kissed and touched and held and loved SO BADLY THAT I WANT TO TEAR OFF ALL MY SKIN THIS IS AGONY

hyperpop is actually the only thing that makes me feel alive anymore

as a queer my favourite thing is saying “god hates fags” whenever something inconveniences me