sick yumes 🌓

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I indulge in fictional villains because i know that being a villain is the wrong thing to do in real life, but i need a way to deal with my pain. Yumeshipping lets me dream about siding with the villains without ever having to hurt a real living human.

💉💌 - truth nuke

Gender re affirming my mtf f/o as i make her cry and mock her for ever thinking she could actually " take it like a man" obv ur a girl XD

Once I had a terrible week, so to cope I wrote a fic where my f/o awkwardly rejects me, which leads to me being murdered the next day (by some random guy), and for the rest of the story he's falling for me and regretting everything he said that day...

Hi!!! I’m 🥩 anon!!!

My f/o wouldn't exist if some gruesome things didn't happen. Whenever people talk about fix-it aus, I think about myself being the type of villain who'd prevent better timeline just for their love. here's the punchline: my f/o would hate that. he is the suffering caused by the main events.

as much as i love a particular f/o of mine, I hate his canon actions... goong to beat him upside the head and then take care of him gently and softly <3

Love my f/o, I find them relatable. We're both unlovable. They should remember one thing – they don't need to work on their insecurities. That anybody who'll try to help them is going to betray them. What if they get better, reveal their true self and that person realises that they're not a good fit? Sure, they could make them feel good for a moment, but in the end it's not true love, because it's not forever. But me? Oh, I'm stuck with you, and you're stuck with me. We know we're the only ones who can truly understand each other. If something makes us incompatible, it still means nothing in comparison to our bond.

Two of my f/os are royalty and everyday I think ab them enforcing policies around me.... they beg and beg me to allow them to give any and all who disrespect me to get the death penalty. They're so sickly obsessed that there's separate places within their chambers specifically meant for me to lock me in. Of course, I have the last say in all of these decisions. They wouldn't dare defy my word, not that they'd want to anyway. Feels less like they're royalty but rather my subjects, easy to bend and will to do my bidding <3

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villain f/o that is beaten up and bullied by s/i so much (bonus if their actions are worse than the villain f/o).. then after their defeat, as much as f/o hated what the s/i did to them...they became weirdly attached and missed s/i.

i have a shrine dedicated to one of my f /os!! there’s 213 photos of him and candles that i know he likes ❤️ i sometimes leave offerings for him but i live with some really religious folk so i can’t do that anymore :(

Your f/o leaving bite marks on you

stalker f/o or s/i, but they're very pathetic about it. maybe they're abusing their power to watch the other through security cameras, but they always make excuses to themselves like "it's my job" and "they look so innocent, they NEED more attention". maybe they write down every small detail they can find about their crush, but see nothing wrong with it, because this info was public. slowly they begin to push the line. well, they don't intend to hurt anybody, so it must be fine, they think. when they actually think about hurting someone over their love, they keep it under control, convincing themselves that stalking is what gives them just enough sense of closeness to cope. it's all justified in their head. they are totally not a stalker!

f/o constantly finding themselves stuck in uncomfortable situations with obsessive s/i who they barely even know. s/i actively tries to fix everything, and they do everything BUT leaving f/o alone. acting like they're close friends and that f/o should just trust them and let s/i comfort them. pretending like they aren't the reason of f/o's discomfort

s/i who makes their love their whole personality, so when it begins to fade away, they become more intense and keep pushing boundaries, chasing lost feelings. just wanting to feel like it was first time again