A package deal

I loose a gasping breath. Something has summoned me, awoken me. Eddies of dust dance about me where I had just lain at rest. I feel it rise again. In spite of all efforts, I have been... Encouraged.

this isn't even an incorrect quote. it really happened. they're this silly.

the thing is! THE THING IS. sometime i think about how ryan must be a fucking fantastic friend, and how we only see it in the implications. the bachelor party filled with people he's known since high school, or earlier. in how two people who seem worlds apart in personality did one of the scariest things you could possibly do just because he asked. how even when his friends are trying to talk shit about him there's too much undeniable fondness, wondering what he'd be like at forty and absolutely certain that they'll be there for it, because how can they possibly leave his orbit?

the thing is! THE THING IS. sometime i think about how ryan must be a fucking fantastic friend, and how we only see it in the implications. the bachelor party filled with people he's known since high school, or earlier. in how two people who seem worlds apart in personality did one of the scariest things you could possibly do just because he asked. how even when his friends are trying to talk shit about him there's too much undeniable fondness, wondering what he'd be like at forty and absolutely certain that they'll be there for it, because how can they possibly leave his orbit?