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the spirits eternal know i need somewhere a little quieter to talk. it's nice to go where people can't hear.

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i need to go insane again. i'velost my touch

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is it so bad that i wanted him to try. he should have. he's never missed an anniversary what on earth could have stopped him from missing this one. i was ready. he was supposed to have come and he was going to suffer for it and it was going to be his own accursed fault but instead of anything happening i just made myself look like a paranoid maniac.

unless he knew. there is no way he could have known. but what if he knew

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deliriumhourglass

shuppetbox

it's fine. it's fine. it's not going to hurt anybody. nobody needs to worry about it. i'm not going anywhere. it's just one day. i'm not making a permanent decision. not like some people. it will be fine. i will be fine. they will be fine. i'm not doing it like he did. i'm not staying there like he did. i'm not hurting anyone like he did. he was selfish. i just need a break

shuppetbox

it did not go as planned.

#they look fine. they act fine. they seem fine #and yet #i did not want them to be involved in this #the stupid decisions that i make should not be applicable to other people #why. it should not have happened i made sure it would not happen #did i pick the wrong time? it should have been the full moon #next time. next time it will be fine.#if there is one. i think i know what my problem was

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it's fine. it's fine. it's not going to hurt anybody. nobody needs to worry about it. i'm not going anywhere. it's just one day. i'm not making a permanent decision. not like some people. it will be fine. i will be fine. they will be fine. i'm not doing it like he did. i'm not staying there like he did. i'm not hurting anyone like he did. he was selfish. i just need a break

#🌑#cw mental breakdown #//not adding the maintags to this one. shes suffering in silence

krasnoarmeyets-deactivated191907

the author's barely disguised longing to be a real person

krasnoarmeyets-deactivated191907

the author's barely disguised longing to not be a real person

spirits eternal why do i miss it. why would anybody want to be two feet tall stuffed full of cotton as if you don't have an entire body with thumbs and thoughts and a life to live. is that what i want? to be my own taxidermy again? but doesn't it exhaust anyone else, having to wake up every day dragging around the same old tired meat sack

#🌑#ask to tag

it's been gone for too long

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thedarlingyona

It is so hard to rest. Im such a restless being, and yet this vessel is tired.

Trying to keep a vessel intact is no easy work. All this eating, washing, tidying, stretching- oh, and "training your brain". So much maintenance! It feels like alot of work.

What do people do for fun, anyways?

shuppetbox

there's lots of different ways to keep yourself intact... if you do it in a way you enjoy it feels less like work 🎶 if that's not too obvious. unfortunately i can't exactly tell you what you'd enjoy

thedarlingyona

That seems to be the difficult part. All these fun hobbies and occupations, and I just don't know what I'd like! It's hard enough to get into a little group without being deemed too strange, teehee~

If I enjoy it, it'll be less like work... That's very good advice, thank you!

#🌕#💜#there's plenty of time to figure out what you like #as long as you're careful #and trust me. there's plenty of strange folk #if you know where to look #((hiiiiii !!)

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thedarlingyona

It is so hard to rest. Im such a restless being, and yet this vessel is tired.

Trying to keep a vessel intact is no easy work. All this eating, washing, tidying, stretching- oh, and "training your brain". So much maintenance! It feels like alot of work.

What do people do for fun, anyways?

shuppetbox

there's lots of different ways to keep yourself intact... if you do it in a way you enjoy it feels less like work 🎶 if that's not too obvious. unfortunately i can't exactly tell you what you'd enjoy

#🌕#by the spirits eternal tell me about it. the worst days feel like dragging around a marionette.#if you need ideas though #reading. or watching a good movie. or exploring #i've been collecting antlers 🎶 secret project #((hi! sorry for random blog jumpscare. this is Bast lmao))#((she (character) just wouldn't put this on her main))

i don't think i can be the person to do something about this

#🌑#maybe that professor. i'll talk to him #later #eventually.

shuppetbox

Why are they watching me

shuppetbox

Every time I go outside it's like I'm being mocked why are they WATCHING ME

shuppetbox

I don't know who they're here for or how many there are but they're watching me and I swear by spirits eternal i am going to make them stop

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shuppetbox

Why are they watching me

shuppetbox

Every time I go outside it's like I'm being mocked why are they WATCHING ME

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Why are they watching me

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every time without fail i go to visit her and i am dragged unwittingly to sleep by a thousand tiny candles. and i can't tell if they want me to stay or leave

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i 💜 doing things I have been specifically told not to do

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