guiding someone’s hands to the places you like to be touched while they gaze at you with such awe will always be PEAK

dreaming of a pretty boy looking at me and touching me as if in awe while i ride him slowly

Usually stoic and respectful man catching you whimpering his name while trying to finger yourself and instead of backing away and closing the door to your room he just. Pauses. Looks. Lingers in the darkness just outside your door. Feels himself grow harder. Rubs himself through his trousers.

my toxic trait as a writer is that I’ll be like “I have free time. I am going to write right now” and then I. don’t

hot spring visit with a man who stammers and can barely look at you glistening in the water vs with a man who is composed and meets your eyes but his hands are curled so tightly on the edge that the stone might crack

arranged marriage or marriage of convenience and they don't want to force you to sleep in the same bed or even room as them so they're very respectfully saying goodnight before going to their quarters to fuck their fist while thinking about how relaxed you finally seemed after dinner that night

being late getting into a piece of media or joining a ‘dead’ fandom is not that bad actually cause even if it seems like the party is over there will always be people still celebrating and the decoration is still up and there’s a piece of cake reserved especially for you in the fridge you just have to come and enjoy it.

play fighting that quickly becomes pure manhandling because of how easy it is for him to overpower you

Those hugs where the other person cups the back of your head to keep you close to them...