nothingbutdysphoria

nor do we have the same level of expression.

You can be happy

even if others don’t.

I can be happy

even if I frown.

Better yet,

I can be the happiest

just so you can reach me.

Silly I forgot,

though it’s summer,

it rained.

Guess,

weather, still 

life can be so cruel

but we've got to live. 

All my life,

I’ve been with all forms of sadness.

And this time-

I wanted to be away with it.

Be away from sorrow, 

heartbreak 

and pain.

If better told,

 not worthy to be loved,

 always

 creeps in my mind,

Spirited, you are when you brought me to your home

Where we had spoken our almost perfect vow

From it, I trusted I’m part of your life’s tome

Unanticipatedly, little by little everything is changing now

A flower- I am, you promised to be the sun- you did

Your dazzling rays shined upon me but wasn’t it very strong?

A flower- I am, you promised to be the rain too- you bid

You watered me rarely, and wasn’t that wrong?

Oh, darling, you promised to be both the sun and rain for me

Only the sun I could feel intensely not the rain, I’m parched.

Your reason- you’re engrossed, but so am I, the partiality can’t you see?

You must know- I tried but in God’s acre can’t help but marched

  I must say- in breaking promises you’re very skilled