you're perfectly imperfect💋

To you, She’s not average. She’s moody. Grouchy. Happy. Loving. Indecisive and Eager. She’s kind hearted. She has lonely nights. Reassure her that you are there, even if she refuses to talk to you. She will come back in the morning. Sometimes she distances herself, let her have her space then pull her closer. Don’t you ever let her go. Her nose gets cold easily. Stay warm, you never know when she will need the crease in your neck to keep it from getting too chilly. She’s insecure sometimes. Tell her how she can take your breathe away. Tell her she’s flawless with her hair pulled up and sweat pants on. When you lay with her and you are holding her, pull her closer. Always pull her closer. If you rub her arm make sure it’s the bottom half because she’s ticklish on top. Don’t touch her ear. In any circumstance. She hates it. You will annoy her. Just stop talking and listen instead. Sometimes she just likes to be heard. The perfect cure to a bad morning is chocolate, an icee, or Starbucks. (Vanilla bean). And give her one of your hoodies. She likes to sleep in them. You will love her mom. They’re just alike. If she’s like her in the future you’re one lucky son of a bitch. She drinks. Drink with her. But don’t get drunk because you need to be the one who helps her into bed and makes sure she’s fully covered. Then plays with her hair until she falls asleep. If you think she’s beautiful without makeup, just wait till you see her sleepy eyes in the morning. Never fail to make her laugh. Anything you can think of. If you want to see happiness it’s her when she laughs. It’s contagious and you’ll fall more in love every time. If she ever feels unwanted you aren’t doing your job right. When she looks at you with those big hazel eyes, and it kills you a little bit inside, don’t you dare look away. If she leaves, your biggest regret will be not looking at them long enough.

it’s weird looking back at who i started 2014 with and who i’m ending 2014 with.

When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.

How do I say I miss you in a way that will make your heart ache as mine does?

It’s gonna hurt. Fuck, it’s gonna hurt like hell. When you give everything you have to someone, and it’s still not enough, it’s going to rip you apart inside. Then it’ll slowly start to get better. You’ll think about things other than them. You’ll find ways to occupy your mind. Some days you’ll still wake up wanting to call them just to say good morning. You’ll still spend some days crying and listening to sad songs that remind you of them. You’ll fall asleep crying because it doesn’t feel right without them there. That’s okay. It’s okay that it hurts. But it’s okay for it to get better, too. It’s okay to let yourself heal. It’s okay to go get drunk in hopes that you’ll get them off your mind, but it’s okay to dance around your room in your underwear because you feel actually happy, too. Life isn’t going to stop. I know right now it feels like the world has stopped turning, but it hasn’t. You’ll make new friends and meet new people. Eventually, you’ll stop thinking about them altogether. And you might remember them forever. They might have a small part of you forever. But you’ll change. You’ll grow. And one day you might even wonder why you loved them, because you recognize that you didn’t deserve to be hurt like that. It’s okay to be okay.