life is for living

You're silence kills me. Your silence hurts.

You're lack of interest, your lack of caring bears down on me. Its crushing me.

I miss you beyond words. I miss us beyond words.

I want to feel special to you. I want to be loved by you. I want to feel the warmth from you not the cold.

I want to feel alive with you not a stranger.

I thought I meant alot to you but now i fear the worst........

I'm the strong one that can get through anything and still remain standing. Atleast that's what You think. Thats what you see.

I've thought about you every day since.

I try to keep your memory alive in my mind.

I think about the fun times when we laughed until we could laugh no more.

I think about the hard times when we cried and held each other with strong arms.

We sang. We danced. We drank. We played.

You showed me true friendship. We were an alliance against the world.

You chose to leave this world and you fell asleep. You fell asleep forever............