Shivani

06/22/21 TUESDAY

Sooo this is my last entry for this month.. just wanna share my poem to you.. hope you like it <3333

I haven't been able to move today

There's nothing to do and nothing to say

I was trapped inside this box of my brain

If I let myself sleep, I'll never want to wake up again

Will you let me rest? I no longer want to exist

I think death is the only thing to ease all of my pain

Pain that cuts deep enough to know that I'm bleeding

Dropping on my knees

Choking on tears

I just let my sadness devour my soul

Can't escape this feeling even if I wanted to

Cause my mind won't let me and my body too

And as I close my eyes

All I can see is a not so bright and clear sky

I see darkness and a dull gray shade of light

All I can feel is pain All I can hear is agony

06/21/21 MONDAY

“I can feel infinitely alive curled up on the sofa reading a book.”

Best feeling...

Imagine you're sitting on your couch

Sipping a cup of coffee

And reading a book when its raining outside

A blissful experience...

A good book on rainy season

Pick your poison, cook yourself a cup of coffee or tea, relax and soak up in the book that you have chosen.

06/20/21 SUNDAY

"Don't be perfect, Be Real"

My Struggle with Self-Doubt...

Low Self-Esteem

Low Self-Confidence

I feel like it’s a little ironic that I’m writing a blog post about self-confidence.

But here I am, writing a blog about self-confidence... doing my damn best despite being surrounded by an overwhelming amount of judgmental people.

I started to believe I can achieve anything I truly want to achieve.. just believe in yourself, assured of your own worth, ability, and power.

06/19/21 SATURDAY

Bring on the Thunder ⚡️

I love him

but sadly...

He's into someone

This song makes me think of last summer year 2019, there was this guy and he's always the first thing I can think of. When I think about him, his voice, his laugh, his pretty eyes, that year, that summer, it was so sad, all I can think about is him but he's thinking about someone else. When summer ended, as the weather cooled down so did everything between us.

06/18/21 FRIDAY

I'll go out with you If you marry me...

6/17/21 THURSDAY

Today, I went to Comelec with my Kuya to claim my voter's certificate for my PLV admission requirements.

Yesterday, I was given the opportunity by PLV to be interviewed for PLV college admission. I was so happy and at the same time felt nervous. Overall, the interview went well, I just have to claim the voter's certificate to complete my requirement.

06/16/21 WEDNESDAY

The Little Strawberry Princess In my dream

06/15/21 TUESDAY

Toga Pic now, SHS Diploma soon <33

“As we go on, we remember all the times we had together.” – Vitamin C

Todayyy was so busy. We all went to the main campus of PLV for the Toga picture. Nakakapagod pero masaya, sa wakas ay nakita ko na yung mga kaibigan ko na di ko pa nakikita since 2019. Sinulit namin ang araw at nag-bonding. I am so lucky to have a friend like you guys. lovelotss<33

06/14/21 MONDAY

My Dream is so wonderful so I draw it <3

My dreams are basically my source of drawing ideas and I decided to make something positive out of them, I am thinking every night "what is going to happen tonight" or " what will I draw tomorrow."

06/13/21 SUNDAY

06/12/21 SATURDAY

TODAY IS MICAELLA'S BIRTHDAYYY

Almost 1 and a half year din kami hindi nag kita kita since Pandemic started and I just wanna share how grateful I am and how much I appreciate the positive influence they’ve had on my life.

06/11/21 FRIDAY

Done watching Josee the Tiger and the Fish and I want to share my thoughts about this anime movie.

06/10/21 THURSDAY

This is my dog named Carter, he is so smart and so active when it comes to playing with his toys. I played with him all day with his new toy, throwing, and fetching here and there, and it was very fun. Sobrang nakakawala din ng stress lalo na sa schoolworks at sa bahay kaya for me, it’s a big help din na bigyan mo ‘yong sarili mo ng time na magsaya.

06/09/21 WEDNESDAY

Today it is raining again so I was just inside my house and playing Ben&Ben songs all day. Sobrang chill at relaxing yung mga kanta nila at saktong sakto for rainy season (◕ᴗ◕✿).

06/08/21 TUESDAY

I just got caught up with Given Manga, my favorite BL series so far and I want to share some of my thoughts about the latest chapter.

06/07/21 MONDAY

Todayyyyy since it’s raining outside and I have nothing to do, I made a fanart and did some aesthetic water color drawing and then after that I took care of my mother’s plant, water them and gave them some organic fertilizers.