Terry, I'm in the Middle of Battle

I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety

Girl whose most frequent mistake is inaction voice: wow I keep making mistakes I better not do anything

I once saw somebody (I think it was Garret Cook but idr) describe Herman Melville's Bartelby the Scrivener as "one of the best horror stories ever written." My only association with the name Bartelby at that time was the movie Dogma, so my brain then generated the notion that this must be a story about devils and satans and various hellmen. I was reading it like "Wow this story about the existential horror of being unable to fully participate in one's own existence is really good so far, gonna be wild when those demons show up"

In my early-twenties I was addicted to photoshopping my nudes into Hieronymus Bosch paintings, though there came a point when the cohesiveness of the end products began to offend me

like to charge, reblog to cast.

microdosing hell by being awake and literate

He looks a bit different than I imagined.

Ok you might be wondering, haha it’s funny to be an Animorph, Vic, but why the squid? To which I would reply that this Animorphs cover in particular features, I shit you not, a plot where an Alien ship has trapped the heros aboard while it tries to get them to play games.

not to like out myself as having whatever problems I have but if Sam Reich gave me an extremely bizarre and detailed list of tasks and one year to not only complete it but complete it better than two other people, I feel like it would really fix my life. clarity of purpose would find me to an extent that it never has before.

"I literally don't care. I just wanna live." like really unlocked something in me. About house centipedes, about bugs, about me.

i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

actually fuck it im just going to start saying “oh, thanks for the movie rec. but… does it have needless violence and sex that adds nothing to the plot and people being assholes to each other? because i won’t watch it otherwise”