Love. Sweet, kind & joyful. I loved you. You were once my everything. But everything changed. You grew distant. You grew jealous. You grew toxic. Your sweet nothings you whispered into my ear slowly became into hostile curses laced with venom. Your soft and comforting embrace warped into a suffocating and possessive claim over me. Your soft gaze, once filled with adoration and admiration, changed. It changed into cold and blank stares. Your eyes never seemed to leave me as you scrutinised each and every of my moves.
I felt more like your prey rather than your lover.
You claimed it was all out of love, that you couldnât imagine a world without me, that you accepted me for who I am. I was ignorant to believe you and your blatant sweet lies.
I realise now you didnât view me as a person, you viewed me as your little possession. You chastised my behaviour towards our male friends ; proclaiming I was over friendly and flirty. I didnât understand that concept and I still donât to this very day. I defended myself, stating how I treat all my friends the same regardless of their gender. You didnât like that. You really didnât like that. You believed I was trying to gain their attention just to make myself feel better.
I just want to say, I donât need a manâs validation to recognise my self worth and greatness.
Males and females can be just friends.
You succumbed into your dark & jealous thoughts and in that process, you hurt and lost me.
I was so in love with you and that blinded me from your cruel and toxic acts. You were once my everything. Iâm not sorry for the actions I did, which you despised so much ; you failed to recognise that I am not your doll. I will not bend backwards just so your ego of having me as your lover will stay intact. I loved you yet you hurt me and took advantage of me. I hope you realise the severity of your actions.
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