she with a thousand curls

It's been a while since I blogged. 🙄 but so much feels atm, I couldn't handle them. So this is how it feels like to be pushed away, literally. Well, i blame myself for being me. I made a fool of myself of trying to reach a person who doesn't even care one bit. ' There you go again. You always risk yourself getting hurt by the things you do yourself. ' But then again, 'hurt' is one word my life has been using over and over. Another one couldn't be of any difference. Why would i try to reach someone who keeps pushing me away? I better distance myself then. Easy. Things may never be the same. The person may not notice. But the very day that this person pushed me away was also the day that left another scar in my life. I don't know how i would deal with this if we see each other in person. Well, i imagine that day to be just another day in my life wherein i take a deep breath, hold my emotions, and show a smile. Just like any ordinary day.

Tres Marias 🙋🏻🙆🏻💁🏻💕