when i’m far too gone / can you show me love?

「ええ、お願いだからやめて。血がこんなに出てるの」

☾☀︎ get to know it ☾☀︎

☾☀︎ silas + hanzo + [benji + benjamin + ben] + johnny + [alexander + alex + anders] + bee

☾☀︎ adult

☾☀︎ tranny faggot dyke creature

☾☀︎ he/him + it/its + ve/ver + other neopronouns + they/them

☾☀︎ masculine terms only

☾☀︎ not white (japanese-american + nisei)

☾☀︎ not human (saturnian alien + grey-headed flying fox + roedeer

☾☀︎ not normal (autism level 1, adhd, ocd, depression, c-ptsd)

☾☀︎ taken and monogamous

✮⋆˙ its stances ✮⋆˙

✮⋆˙ socialist with anarchist leanings

✮⋆˙ atheist

✮⋆˙ proshipper

✮⋆˙ all system origins are valid

✮⋆˙ transandrophobia is real (& so is transmisogyny)

✮⋆˙ i have no dni and i expect you to follow your own if you do

✮⋆˙ i talk about sex semi-regularly and if you don’t want to see that unfollow now

𓇢𓆸 it asks that you tag for the following: 𓇢𓆸

𓇢𓆸 medical needles of any type in any way of depiction (including but not limited to: pictures + videos + descriptions + mentions + implications) including procedures involving medical needles (IVs, blood draws, fingerpricks, etc.) (tattoo + piercing guns + sewing + knitting needles + other nonmedical needles are ok)

𓇢𓆸 graphic descriptions + images + videos of vomit (irl or in fiction)

𓇢𓆸 irl car crashes (fictional ones are ok if there's no images or videos of irl crashes)

𓇢𓆸 please tag these with #tw [thing], cw [thing], #[thing] tw, [thing] cw, or just #[thing] as i already have those tags blocked + you can also use #silas skips if you want to

clickables: interests. specific labels (pronouns.cc). friends. sideblogs. ao3 (its_itadakimasu). pinterest.

𓂃 ོ☼𓂃 things made for it: 𓂃 ོ☼𓂃

a) this (probably) was not done with the intention of violating my privacy, i don’t share a ton of my life with her so she probably just wanted to see what i was up to

b) her intentions don’t really matter here because this is still an invasion of my privacy

c) lingering resentment helps nobody and i will be happier if i try to focus on this as desire to connect on her end and move on from the distress this has caused + is causing me, and focus on being more affectionate towards her so she doesn’t feel the need to invade my privacy to feel close to me

d) i will not be undoing the changes i made (changing this blog, giving her a new one, etc). like i said, intentions don’t matter when it comes to the factual conclusion that this was an invasion of my privacy. this account is a safe space for me, and that means somewhere that my parents will not be watching over my shoulder to either approve or disapprove of my thoughts and interests, good intentions or not. that’s what having conversations are for