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falling in love with john marston was the one thing you shouldnât have done.
heâs told you countless times heâs too old to fool aroundâpushing his forties, with a greying moustache and a deep ache in his lower back that never seems to go away.
heâs fucking headstrong, but youâre worse. you complain and call him a âstubborn old cowboyâ and the night ends with him riding you like one anyway. next to the campfire that the two of you built together in the middle of nowhere, twig by twig, gazing at the stars, heart split open and body laid bare on your cock. barely hanging on by a thread.
you know sex isnât a remedy to any of this. but then again, itâs not love between the two of you. it cannot be. johnâs too old to fall in love again and youâre too young for him to hold back. but sometimes you catch him staring at you in the middle of the night, the warm, orange glow of the fire exposing the strange flush beneath his eyes.
it makes you think heâs been crying. guilty of something you canât name.
you blinkâand itâs gone. like it was never there in the first place. like all along youâve been peering into the edge of a broken mirror, hoping, praying, that what was trapped inside was the truth.
itâs stupid. you know that. a dumb, immature infatuation that will surely pass with age. thatâs what john thinks, anyway. probably.
sometimes you think he realises it. that youâre not as subtle as you hope to be. the traitorous fluttering in your chest whenever he cards gentle fingers through your hair at night. the shuddering breath you take when he presses the ghost of a kiss to the corner of your lips. the almost permanent urge to take his hand in your own whenever you see him.
his beautiful, broken hands, ruined by age and exertion. clutched between them is steady violence, the tight grip of a gun, and you want nothing more than to see them wrapped around your neck.
it happens even when heâs simply there, being john and doing nothing else. just good old john marston. with the wind in his hair. the sand and sunburn on his rough copper skin.
you kiss him a little too tenderly that night. and when his guilty eyes start searching for yours again, you keep your head tucked into the crook of his neck, away from his sight, where you think you belong. he shouldnât need to feel more guilty than he already is. he shouldnât need to repent for your sin.
and the next day, john, like the good man he is, takes you to visit the grave of his wife for the first time. he kneels before her, and you notice the skeleton of a hand reaching through the soil and earth before he does, desperately clawing its way into his chest. a stone fist blooming where its clutched around his scarred heart. never letting go, even in death.
and john? john doesnât even look sad. he just looks empty.
he doesnât even say anything when you walk away.
the two of you donât talk much after that. the ride home is completely silentâthere was more than enough said. heâs guilty. youâre hurt. youâve come into terms with it, but you donât think he ever will.
and much later on when you have him on his knees and youâre fucking him face-first into the dirt, you think you hear him whisper something like darling forgive me iâm so fuckin sorry, like he hasnât just tossed your heart straight into a bear trap and let its jaws ruthlessly tear into you. you forgive him anyway. itâs more than enough.
you shouldâve known that there was no place in his heart for you from the start. youâre the drug to his grieving. heâs the love of your life. itâs no happy ending, but you guess itâs the only one you deserve.
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a man who adjusts to your every need. who kisses you every morning. who never lets you go to sleep angry with him. a man who knows every inch of you, every scar, mole, bump.
a man who never raises his voice at you. who lets his body language talk when he's angry. whose skin bubbles with heat as he crosses his arms and tilts his head, listening to your rant before nodding. "you're right, sugar. im sorry."
a man who practically begs you to let him make it better, kissing from your toetips all the way up to where your night shorts stop, barely covering any of your brown skin. who takes them down with his teeth because even though he's sorry, he's still got his pride.
a man who doesn't let up on your pleasure. who stays nursing on your clit like he's a baby. who makes you cum three times before even thinking about fucking you, your thighs sticky with sweat as he settles between them.
a man who fucks you in heavy, slooooww strokes that drag every vein through your walls. whose groans are low and sensual, driving fire to your clit and ovaries as he sweats, his body hot against yours. he notices how your stomach twitches softly as he lays his hand over it, how your walls suddenly close tight enough for him to halt his movements.
"like it when i lay my hand here, honey? when i feel my cock inside you? you like that?" his voice is taunting. he knows you like it. he knows because your moans suddenly pick up in volume, and your feet next to either of his ears nearly fall from his shoulders. he doesn't let you run from him, though. he wraps one of his arms around your knees, keeping your feet hopelessly in the air as he thrusts into you with debaucherous vigor.
a man who overstimulates every nerve in your body at once, sending you floating off as you come. who holds you through it, watching as your eyes roll like you're possessed. he can't get enough of it, not until you're practically choking, stumbling over how good it feels, how you can't take it anymore. the screams of his name into the heavy air of your bedroom just egging him on to make you cum again. to push your limit. to watch your soul wander from your body for a moment.
a man whose job and life purpose is to please you, a man who's intimate.
word count: 5k... my freakin sweet spot apparently
synopsis: Shooting practice reveals your less than stellar vision. Arthur determinedly hunts down some glasses for you and you realise what details you've been missing out on.
mutual pining, friends to lovers (almost)
set during horseshoe overlook ! this is my first rdr fic so... be nice <3
Times like now, squinting at the bottles in the distance, the question of why the gang still kept you around bugs at you like an incessant horsefly.
I mean, you knew whyâyou've been running with the Van Der Linde gang for a couple years now. If you hadn't already proved yourself as resourceful and sharp-minded, you would've been kicked to the curb quite some time ago.
But you certainly werenât a hunter. Nor a shooter.
You weren't even very good at picking pockets.
What you had was keen ears; good for picking up leads and the hushed conversations of businessmen with deep pockets. Not to mention your adeptness at stitching up bullet wounds, better than anyone else at camp.
Yes, yes, you weren't useless by any means.
But still... that didn't mean you could shake the envy of others' skills. It didn't take away that simmering, uneasy feeling as you stared down the targets in the distance, helplessly blurred to you. The shot from your last bullet still rings out.
You can already tell it hasn't hit its mark.
Just hit the fucking target. You think to yourself scoldingly.
You're not sure why this is so much harder for you than just about anyone else in the gang. And as much as it isn't your job, you've grown determined to be able to handle yourself if trouble ever comes knocking.
You thought that with a gunslinger as fine as Arthur Morgan himself, you'd learn a thing or two â a foolish idea that's dissipating quickly before you.
Adjusting your clammy grip on the pistol cradled between both palms, you shift your stance and squint again, rolling your shoulders back.
Empty lungs. You pull back the hammer and line up your best shot, feeling the kick of the recoil.
The lack of shattering glass is answer enough, but even so you lower your extended arms an inch or so to see closer. Scrunching your eyes to try focus, you wince at what you can make out.
No bullet holes on any of the crates, all six bottles still standing.
You're beginning to sorely regret asking for shooting practice when it only seems like a surefire way to prove yourself a fool. And in front of Arthur no less.
Arthur whoâwell, you'd be lying if you said you weren't fond for.
Quick to boil, your frustration wells, an itch behind your eyes. You drop your arms, lowering your gaze to the ground with another sigh.
"How you do this every damn day is a miracle to me."
You force a half-hearted laugh into your words. It's better than letting him hear that wallowing, pitiful feeling you can feel rising up your throat.
"It's jus' lots 'n lots of practice," Arthur says gently, his voice somewhere behind you.
Christ knows his intense, watchful gaze isn't helping you either.
You can't help but feel it burning into your back every time you raise the pistolâand every time you fail miserably.
Your frustration rises again and you finally lift your head, turning back to the cowboy.
"I'm sorry, Arthur," You say sincerely. "Iâ this was a mistake." You begin to hold the pistol out in your outstretched hand, grip lax.
You don't get very far before he's stepping in closer, his hand reaching up to yours and pressing your fingers to close around the grip again.
"C'mon now," He rasps. "Yer not just gonna give up 'cos it's hard, are ya?"
Skin against skin is enough to draw your heart up your throat, rabbiting fast and all too revealing. You pointedly ignore the spike in your pulse and let him manoeuvre you, his hand moving up to nudge your shoulder. You face the targets.
Six bottles in the distance glint tauntingly beneath the afternoon sun, as if teasing you for your failure.
"Arthur," You sigh dejectedly.
It's kind of him to keep offering encouragement but you only need ten minutes of this to realise it's a severely lost cause. "It's not use, I'm awfulâ"
"Hush," Arthur cuts you off, voice gruff this time. "You ain't no such thing. Justâ"
He hovers just behind you, the heat of his body blazing against your back. With a quiet hum, his fingertips square out your angled shoulders, fixing your stance. They trail down to minutely adjust the twist of your hips, pressing one further forward gently.
The sun seems to burn brighter suddenly. You fight to keep your face forward and pray Arthur can't heart the traitorous inhale you give at his touch.
"'Kay. Shoot again." He murmurs lowly, his hands retreating but staying close. "Lemme watch closer this time."
You're not brave enough to tell him that you're even less likely to hit the target with his close proximity.
Instead, you just follow his instruction, raising the pistol to the bottles once more. Slowing your breath as much as your racing heart will allow, you squint.
"Wait," Arthur's voice interrupts.
You falter, suddenly unsure. Moving out from behind you, his hand comes up to push the gun down, barrel facing the dirt.
Standing close, he tilts his head up, his eyes assessing you intently from beneath the brim of his hat. It's as though he's looking at a puzzle he can't quite figure out.
After a moment, his eyes cast out to the shooting range he's set up for you. You get a stolen glimpse of his chiselled jaw before he's stepping forward, broad shouldered, with one hand resting on his gun belt.
Turning to face you, he takes a few wide steps back, then halts, raising his hand.
"How many fingers?"
Brows raised, you will yourself not to scoff. "You beinâ serious?"
Arthur doesn't move, only his head tilting forward an inch, the brim of his hat dipping lower. He smiles wryly. "Humour me."
Dropping your arms, you let the gun swing idly to your side. With a shrug, you focus on his hand.
"Two."
Arthur nods. He turns and paces back til he's in line with the bottles this time. It's far enough from you that the details of him begin to blur out, but you can still see his figure just fine.
"And now?" He calls out, voice raised to reach you over the distance.
Your careless shrug from before is nowhere to be found. A sudden sheepishness crawls up within you as you quickly try to strain your gaze.
God, is he even holding up a hand at all?
You don't get a moment to guess before he's approaching you once more, his features getting sharper as he draws closer. You can see his smile, a rare sight. He seems to have solved his puzzle.
"What was that for?" You question curiously.
"It ain't yer aim, that's for damn sure," Arthur says, coming to a stop before you.
His blue eyes assess you once more, before he extends his hand out for the pistol at your side. You hand it over wordlessly, waiting for his explanation. A dragonfly swoops by you with a loud hum.
"It's yer eyes." He says, holstering the pistol without a glance.
You blink, confused at the implication. You're sure if there was something wrong with your eyes, you'd know about it at your grown age.
Your confusion must be clear on your face because Arthur continues, resting his hands on his gun belt casually.
He nods to you. "Not all bad. 'Betcha can see just fine up close. But in the distance, not so much."
"Oh," The word escapes in a soft breath.
It hadn't really been something you had consideredâthat your poor performance shooting was due to that blurriness surrounding the targets. That it was due to anything other than you being utter shit at shooting.
Turning your stare out to the bottles again, you blink and squint, as if to check. You realise he may just be talking truth.
"Lord, I think you might be right." You admit, a relieved laugh colouring your tone. The frustration you felt from earlier drains rapidly, taking with it your souring mood.
A different part of you deflates at the knowledge you'll never get better at shooting. Cursed vision. You wrinkle your nose in distaste, pushing down your bitterness.
Arthur gestures to the horses with one hand, lesson clearly over.
The pair of you begin to meander back towards your horses hitched in the treeline. Side by side, it doesn't escape you the nearness you're inclined to, drawn to him, a flower facing the sun.
The leather of his jacket brushes your bare arm. You think you must be suffering sunburn, considering how your skin seems to burn in response.
Eyes flashing in his direction, you think you see a hint of colour on Arthurâs face.
Heâs tilts his head, his features covered by the brim of his hat, so you can't be sure. You chalk it up to a wishful imagination.
Always unknowable. Maybe it's his private nature that's part of what allures you to the man.
Pushing forward, you approach your mare, Dragon, with a gentle greeting. You're rewarded with the butting of her muzzle against your palm, a smile curling onto your lips instinctively.
âY'know, chances are, you're not nearly as awful as ya think.â Arthur says, his tone softer than usualâperhaps sensing your blue mood.
Despite talking to you, he keeps his gaze steadfast on his own horse, Hypatia. He dotes on her with a loving pat, hands usually meant for violence, now gentle.
After a moment, he says. âIâll see what I can do fer you at the general store.â
Pleasant surprise curls up in your stomach in a sharp bloom.
âArthur,â You say with a smile, sounding a bit awed. He does look up at you this time, blue eyes bright from beneath the edge of his hat. âThatâs very kind but, well, you neednât do thatââ
"I ain't makin' you any promises," He cuts your rambling response off. "I'll just have a look. That alright?"
Feeling your face glow warmly, you force yourself to meet his strong gaze. "Alright."
Then after a moment, you say, "I guess I'll allow it."
Arthur guffaws lightly at that. He pushes up on strong legs to mount Hypatia in one fluid motion, one he's done countless times before. You watch, pretending you aren't staring at the powerful flex of his thighs as he settles into the saddle.
Christ alive. It takes effort to avert your eyes, stepping up to sling yourself into your own saddle.
âIf she allows itâŠâ Arthur repeats, almost incredulously, his head tilted toward you. Thereâs a tug on his lips, like heâs holding back his smile, even as he shakes his head at you.
A laugh titters out of you and you nudge Dragon forward, if only so he can't see the grin on your lips.
And if you spend the ride to camp lingering on the feeling of his hands covering your own hands, adjusting the twist of your waist?
Well, that was your own damn business.
â
After your shooting lesson, Arthur leaves camp for four days.
Some bounty given to him by the sheriff in Valentine that he was tracking up into the mountains â at least thatâs what heâd said as he bid you a polite goodbye, early in the morning light, the day after your lesson.
Youâd murmured your drowsy goodbye over your coffee cup, eyes barely open â making Arthur snort quietly â and then watched intently, your sleepy gaze softened, as he disappeared between the trees on Hypatia.
Perhaps youâd been too spoiled with his company in these last couple weeks.
He hadnât taken any longer jobs, always back at camp for the evening, with a tip of his hat to you. Always prepared to lend a helping hand or to escort you and the girls into Valentine. You'd almost call yourselves friends. The familiarity of his presence was something you'd gotten used to.
It was one of the good reasons you found yourself particular afflicted with him â Arthur Morgan was far kinder than he ever gave himself credit for.
And far nicer to look at than he seemed to think so too.
To say youâre a bit put off by not having your usual pretty-boy cowboy to provide somewhere nice to rest your eyes wouldnât be a lie.
âSomeoneâs head in the clouds.â
The jeering words from Karen pair with a playful nudge to your shoulder.
Distracted, the dish in your hands slips and lands back in the water-filled basin with a splosh. Narrowing your eyes at Karen, you fish it out and resume your abandoned scrubbing.
âAinât sure what youâre talking âbout,â You hum, nonchalant as you can manage.
Liar. Youâd definitely been casting your gaze towards the trail that leads into camp and slipped away into a daydream, sweet as the cowboyâs eyes you were imagining. Surely he wouldn't be away much longer, right?
âMmhm,â Karen says, telling you exactly how much she believed you.
At her side, Mary-Beth smothers a giggle in her palm. Clearly your attempts at subtlety are wholly ineffective.
Despite your intent glances as you work your way through the remaining chores of the day, none prove to be fruitful. The sun lazes across the sky and sinks toward the horizon and even then, Arthur is absent.
Your lovesickness abates with a sigh. The outlaw could be gone for weeks at a time, you knew that. If it was a shorter trip, he'd be back already. Tonight, you depart from around the campfire earlier than usual, heading back to your shared tent with Mary-Beth.
Itâs with an absentminded hum that you potter around, straightening out the space as the sunlight dwindles. You had worked hard today and itâs filled your bones with a weariness ready for sleep.
An oil lamp burns on the crate acting as your bedside table, casting a mellow, amber colour through the tent. The idle sounds of the wildlife of Horseshoe Overlook fill the background, mixing with the crackle of the campfire.
Maybe you should journal a bit, before bed. Eyes narrowed, you scan your cot for the little book you keep nearbyâyou had used it just last night.
Coming up blank, you huff and crouch to your knees to hunt for it. Countless times youâve fallen asleep with it in your hand and found it gone in the morning. It worms its way down the edge of the tent with a mission to escape you, you swear.
Peering beneath your cot, the red leather of the book gleams back at you. You smile and reach out, having to duck a little further to reach it, giving a victorious little aha! when you close your fingers around it.
Shifting back, you sit on your heels, right as someone clears their throat behind you.
Spooked and not unlike a deer, you startle with a violent jump. Whipping around, pulse jumping, your panic recedes as you narrow your eyes at the cause of your panic.
âChrist, Arthur,â you seethe at him. You put a hand over your racing heart to calm it. âYou damn near scared the mickey out of me.â
âMy apologies, miss,â Arthur says, tipping his hat. He sounds sincere but even so, you catch the glimmer of amusement on his lips. âWerenât my intention.â
Heâs lingering at the entrance of your tent, not quite entering. His big hands rest of his gun belt, hovering somewhere between casual and proper.
How Arthur manages both is a mystery to you; every bit at home amongst the rough of tumble of camp, yet ever-so polite to you.
He treats you like a gentlemen treats a proper lady; though both of you are neither.
Pushing to your feet, you let your journal drop atop your cot. Then you regret it, wishing you had something to occupy your hands. The all too familiar buzz of nerves that come with being sweet on someone makes you prone to fidgeting.
You brush down your skirts just to do something. âAnd just what was your intention?â
Amusement abiding, a different expression skitters across Arthur's face. He raises one hand to scratch the back of his neck.
âGotcha somethin',â He murmurs, dragging his hand forward, across his beard. Rather hastily, he stuffs his hand into his satchel.
He digs for a moment and then pulls his hand out, extending it out. Something shiny glints in the low light of the tent, resting in his big palm.
You step forward and squint for a moment, realising with a jolt of unexpected delight that itâs a pair of round spectacles.
An infectious smile tugs the corner of your lips up, your eyes brighter upon seeing the gift heâs brought you. Your hand reaches out, then halts in mid-air, glancing back up at him.
âMay I?â
ââCourse. Theyâre for you.â Arthur grunts, feigning nonchalance even as he beckons you to take them from him.
Smile turning to a grin, you pluck them out his hand, stepping closer as you do. You turn them over in delicately, drinking in the details greedily. Theyâre finely made.
With an ebb of guilt, you realise they mustâve cost him a fortune. If he paid for them, that is.
âTook me all the way out past Emerald Ranch to find a fella who did them.â
Gaze snapping up, the ebb of guilt grows. He hadnât just got them for you, heâd gone out of his way to find a spectacle maker specifically.
Thereâs a silver lining to the guilt â the feeling sprinkled through your chest like gunpowder, kicking up sparks. He certainly had to be keeping you in mind, to some capacity, to do such a thing for you.
The thought of being more than a passing thought in Arthurâs mind is enough to set the gunpowder alight. Your chest glows brightly like a firework.
âWhat happened to just having a nosy in the general store, hm?â You ask.
âWell, now,â Arthur begins, giving a hesitant cough as if itâll cover the sincerity of his actions. He tilts his head down, the brim of his hat covering his eyes, as he always did when he felt too seen.
After a pause, he says lowly, âI know how much you wanted to shoot.â
âThatâs... mighty kind of you, Mister Morgan.â You say, hoping your voice doesnât betray the racing of your treacherous heart. âThough, Iâd hate for you to go to all this trouble if they donât even work right with my eyes.â
Holding the pair of spectacles up, you unfold the arms and peer through the lenses. Theyâre certainly magnifying somethingâArthur looking further away in the one lens you peer through. Itâs almost like a funhouse mirror. The smile on your face widens, cheeks nearly aching.
âThat donât matter,â Arthur says. He pats his satchel gently. âIf those donât work, I got three more pairs in here.â
âThree?â You lower the glasses, bewilderment colouring your voice.
âWhere the devil did you get so many?â
âTurns out, folk rich enough to take the stagecoach can usually afford âem.â Arthur chuckles.
Somehow the image of Arthur out there, picking through the loot box, then demanding folk hand over their eyewear is enough to inspire a laugh out of you.
You stifle your laughter behind your hand, endeared even more when he opens his satchel to prove it, a shy smile on his lips.
Sure enough, he draws three more pairs out. Even the thickness of the glass even varies from pair to pair â god, who knew one could be so thoughtful whilst robbing?
âYou know, that might be the most sweet thing anyoneâs ever done for me.â
The words come out softer than intended, your affections surely obvious.
You donât risk a glance up at Arthurâs face, too fearful your feelings are written over your own, plain to see. In doing so, you miss the dusting of pink across his own cheeks.
Arthur clears his throat, sending a single prayer for strength to a god whoâs surely abandoned him. The way you sound, heâd almost believe youâre sweet on him.
âCmon, then,â He says, adding a touch more gruff to his voice. âBetter try them on after all the damn time I spent hunting them down.â
You roll your eyes at his faux annoyance. Thereâs no real heat to his words.
Tilting your face down, you bring the pair up to tuck over your ears hesitantly. The world around you shifts as the lenses settle. Your sight is sufficiently more blurry than it was a second ago.
âWoah.â You murmur, looking up just to check.
Arthurâs figure swims before you, entirely out of focus. You blink, unbeknownst of the way the glasses magnify your eyes to a comically large size. It makes Arthur's smile grow, teeth peeking out, knowing for sure you canât see for shit.
âNot those.â He says decidedly and when you slide them off, heâs already holding out the second pair, arms unfolded this time.
You mutter a quiet thank-you, feeling warmth creep your neck at the simple, polite motion.
This pair, when you slide them on, has a rather different effect. Instead of the blurriness alike to being underwater, the entire world sharpens.
You inhale at the difference. The sounds of the campfires and people around you dims and you blink rapidly, eyes jumping from detail to detail. There's something new to notice in every corner.
Head dipped down, you can pick out the individual blades of grass underfoot. The stitching on the hem your dress, the same as on the sleeves, you can see properly now. As in, see the stitches.
You swish you dress, watching, entranced.
Arthurâs comment during shooting practice may have been wrong âsaying there was nothing wrong with your vision up close â because suddenly everything seems so much more. Maybe youâve been blinder than you think.
Swinging your head round, you survey the inside of your tent with a renewed interest.
The fraying hole in your blanket, scribbled words in your opened journal, the splinters in your wooden crate bedside table â things you normally need to see up close, clearer than ever.
âI take it those ones are workinâ just fine.â Arthur says amusedly, having watched your wide-eyed and wandering gaze.
At the sound of his raspy voice, your head jerks up â and then your heart lurches forward with a hiccup, nearly tripping over itself.
Arthur is⊠Heâs⊠Holy heaven, has he always been that handsome?
A dozen new details spring out at you, little secrets you've been missing. You can see the crook in his nose from being broken too many times. A scar youâve never noticed on the edge of his chin, given away by the small patch in his beard.
He has freckles, dozens of little ones, from all his time spent under the baking sun. They gather at the edges of his eyes, blending into the crows feet. You can trace the cupid's bow of his lips.
It occurs to you that you should totally, definitely say something. Youâve been silent too long, just taking in the lines of his face, awed, but your throat has dried up.
Lord above, heâs pretty.
How are you expected to continue your day with the knowledge that Arthur Morgan might be the prettiest man youâve ever laid eyes on?
Lord, if youâd been fond of him before, youâre surely smitten with him now.
Arthur shifts uncomfortably under the attention, taking your prolonged silence for the worst. His already jittered nerves fry under your stare and he ducks his head to hide himself from you.
âProbably can see what an ugly bastard I am, now you can see proper.â He huffs offhandedly, scratching at his beard and keeping his gaze low.
It hadnât occurred to him, this downside of fetching this gift for you. Youâll see him clearly now â flaws and all.
âWhat?â
You sound a mixture of bewildered and crestfallen and it draws Arthurâs gaze up.
Your eyebrows have knit together in the middle and you take another step, bringing you closer together still.
Arthur forces himself to keep breathing, even as his nerves flutter. Itâs an awful lot like one of Mary-Bethâs books, where she talks about romantics getting butterflies.
It feels more like a hive of bumblebees, Arthur thinks, trying to shove the feeling down. âSides, the two of you werenât romantics. You didnât see him that way.
âNot in the slightest.â You say, eyes never leaving his face.
Arthur isnât sure what your expression means but even as the attention makes him shift, something within him more selfish preens. Having your undivided attention when heâs surely unworthy of it has him standing a little taller, chest puffing out more.
âSay, has anyone ever told you that you haveâŠâ Your voice trails off, your words soft as the dawnâs first rays of light. Arthur forces himself to meet your eye again. âA little bit of green in your eyes?â
This time, you donât miss the flush of colour that creeps up Arthurâs neck.
He clears his throat, breaking your stare so he can rub the back of his neck; a futile attempt to cover his nervousness.
How in the hell else is he supposed to react to you all but waxing poetic about his eyes? You, enigmatic and more beautiful than a mayflower in the spring?
Heâd wanted your attention, getting you the glasses, but now he has it, heâs melting beneath it like butter in the sun. He's a grown man for heaven's sake. How is it that you can make him nervous like nothing before?
âNo, er, canât say they have.â He says, stealing a glimpse back at you.
God, Arthur was a fool. You look even more beautiful in the spectacles. Heâll surely embarrass himself with his besotted stare, unable to curb his fondness for you.
Thereâs something new in your expression too. Your smile turned more feline, as if youâve clued in to something he hasnât.
His hands fall to clutch his gun belt, prepared to retreat and perhaps spend his evening drowning himself in the river to escape the mortification of feelings. He's giving himself away â and if he isn't, the heat colouring his cheeks sure is.
âRight, well,â He nods, clearing his throat once more. âIf they workinâ jusâ fine, Iâll leave ya be.â
âWill you let me thank you first?â You ask tentatively.
Arthur doesnât know what that means but he nods nonetheless. He tries to keep himself from fidgeting, his hands flexing on his belt all the while. Blue eyes dart from you, to the ground, then back to you.
You only need another half-step to get close enough to do what you wish. Pressing up onto your toes to reach, you bestow a gentle kiss onto Arthur's cheek, just above the scruff.
It takes a great deal of courage to keep your eyes steady, heart in your throat, as you sink back down onto flat feet. You don't relent your closeness.
For one long moment, you drink in the politely stunned expression on his face. This close, you can smell the scent of cigarettes and woodsmoke on his clothes. It makes your head spin. Makes your heart tremble. Your lips still sear from the kiss.
Though your heart threatens to bruise your ribs with how hard its beating in your chest, you refuse to regret your boldness.
Besides, as Arthur seems to grapple with what's just happened, his smile and blush return in equal measure.
"...Why'd you think she left dinner so early? She's probablyâoh!"
Mary-Beth's voice cuts through the charged air.
Snapped from your tender reverie, you tear your eyes from Arthur and take a timid step back. You're well aware it's too late and both Mary-Beth and Tilly had seen the nearness you had been sharing with Arthur. You'll be hounded about it tonight, no doubt.
"Sorry, didn't realise we were interrupting." Tilly finds her voice before Mary-Beth does, the latter spluttering her agreements. Before they can retreat, Arthur cuts in.
"Weren'tâ" His voice comes out rougher than usual and he clears his throat, hat tipped down. "âinterrupting nothin'. Don't worry bout it, I was just leavin'."
He takes a few steps back and then pauses, heaving a heavy breath as if he was gathering his strength. Still lingering just beyond the entrance of your tent, you wait with baited breath.
Arthur's eyes dance over to the other girls. If you could be bold, hell, so could he. He finds your gaze.
"Shootin' tomorrow? You 'n' me?" He asks, voice low.
If you didn't know him so well, you might miss the slight apprehension in his tone. As if you'd say no.
You have to sink your teeth into your bottom lip to try contain you smile. Your fervent nod betrays your excitement anyway.
Arthur smiles then, more brazenly than you've seen before, before he bids you a goodnight with a final tip of his hat.
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The crates where targets once stood are now gloriously empty, the six shattered glass bottles banished to a life in the dirt.
You stand, pistol still smoking in your grip, and grin triumphantly. The sun glints off the delicate frames of your new spectacles. Your vision is clear and your aim is true.
Hovering just behind you, as he had some days ago, Arthur hums his contentment. "'Atta girl."
You turn, looking over your shoulder at him, and in an instant, your smile in reflected back. More reserved than your own, but entirely for you. Arthur nudges you to look forward with a gentle hand, gesturing to something out in the field.
"See if you can hit just the edge of the crate next. We might make a gunslinger of you yet."
You huff, leaning back an inch to feel more of his warmth. Arthur smiles to himself, well aware of your tactics.
His hands drop to your hips, twisting them in a minute adjustment they don't need, just to hear the slight stagger in your breath.
"Why, Mister Morgan," Your voice is threaded with humour, exactly the colour of sunlight. "I'd nearly think you're just making excuses to put your hands on me."
With a low hum, Arthur lets his hands drag up an inch to rest on your waist. Your skin is warm, as is your smile. He can pretend the hot buzz of the day threatens make his knees buckle, though he knows it's entirely your effect.
"Maybe. That a crime?"
"Even if it were," You say, gaze slicing back to meet his. The taunt of a smile on your pretty mouth rivals all the beauty Arthur's ever seen. "Thank heavens you're an outlaw."
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i get the privilege of bugging @illyrianbitch @wildfloweroutlaw with this new fic <3 heheh thanks for the hype that lead to this actually getting finished n posted !!
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