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and like, I should be able to push through it, but I just don't care. and that's the problem, professors are usually willing to work with you If You Care. but caring was the thing that was fucking killing me.

so it's like. i don't care about college, I don't care about the work I'm doing, I don't care about this class or this paper or this grade or whatever, I Do Not Care. but I feel like I have to act like I care in order to be helped.

the feeling that I am constantly disappointing EVERYONE, whether my bosses or supervisors or professors or advisors, has been weighing on me so much for so long. I don't want to be someone who Doesn't Care.

b) once burnout hits you CANNOT work that hard, by your standards, so odds are it actually hit a while ago and you just “powered through” because that’s what you’re used to doing. So now, every day, you’re hitting your limit and thinking “wtf man i used to be able to do this, i used to be competent, clever, diligent” and like yeah. you were. and that burns glucose. welcome to the dumb bitch zone.

@agaricandmoss has informed me that it's "Make A Terrible Comic" Day, so here's one about me and my coworker Laney and a conversation we regularly have.

it's a good thing to do

I want to do the thing

people will be mad if I don't do the thing