SheJane

Sometimes, all you just need is a good start. After a night of confusion figuring out what seems to be wrong why you don't feel the hype of the day. Another good start, I supposed. Keep going, it doesn't matter how many times you start over, what matters is you always fire the wheel up even when things are puzzling you out. Keep praying and keep the faith. Have full trust. Do it the way He wants you to do it. Photo not mine. Full credits to the rightful owner - Avery <3

I remember answering the "did you know" questions on Facebook before. It said "The best thing about family is that.." and then I continued it with "is that you can always count on them". However, realizing what is happening with our life as a family now, I don't know. I feel like a stupid little girl who believed that my family is the very first group of people who would inspire me. Yes, they still do but in the most challenging way. It challenges me to give up but still strive hard to become better. I hope you're all seeing where I'm coming from because if not, it's still fine. Just go on, keep scrolling :) I love you still.

"She's hard on herself when it comes to love". A thought that keeps on hunting her from the past. Whenever she feels empty and incomplete, this thought keeps wrecking her from the inside. Yet she stands up and took those baby steps to bring herself back to life again. "I'll work on myself", she said. A hope sneak out when she smiled. "I'll keep fixing myself and love myself more. It's going to be different this time because, I'm doing it with God and His unfailing is what will keep me going"

I am fine not because everything is fine around me. Inside me, a super typhoon is happening. I am still, not because I know how to get out of this mess. I am calm not because I know how to solve this trouble. I am calm because my heart and soul know, God is in control. In his perfect time, everything will fall into place. Now, that is faith.

As it is being said at 2 Cor. 12:9-10, His power is made perfect in weakness, do not be afraid to be weak at some point in your life. You get tired but He should be your refuge, not anything else in this world. In verse 10, it's stated "for when I am weak, then I am strong". It's not because you really are, but because of who got your back. Unlike everyone else, He will never leave your side and He will never stop fighting just to save you. Your worth for Him is as precious as gold. You are loved, always have, and always will be. <3

She was about to cry, but she held it in. She's supposed to throw things up but she calmed herself down. She knew it was someone she can trust but she did not. It was about to expose her vulnerability, but she won't let it happen. It was too much for her. Everyone only saw her strong personality. She has to build walls in order to not fall again. She just can't lose it. Never again.

I woke up at 3am only to ask myself, "What's your purpose in life?" and it felt so damn hard when you're yet in the stage of figuring that out but everyone seems to be pulling you down. It's hard and makes you want to give up life, but these circumstances have to make you even stronger and determined to give you satisfaction. Believe that you can do it. You got to cheer yourself up that you can because no one else will. They'll just be there to witness your success, not the shortcomings and failures you've gone through. So start it right now. Do something. All with the love of the Lord <3

It is indeed scary to fall in love these days. The ideas of love and process of falling in love and as well as the ways of staying in love are too shallow being defined by most of us. The ideas always contradict with each other and it's just so sad that we tend to settle with thoughts like "Not everyone has a heart like yours". Instead of doing everything to become the best version of our old self.