Friday, Dec. 8, 2023
I'm currently seating in our living area, worried, scared, and still unemployed. I'm thinking of the people busy on their own lives; excited for their 13th month pay, shopping for Christmas gifts, planning for their Christmas celebration, tired but happy and grateful that they have what they need to celebrate a happy Christmas. Here I am, wishing that I'm in that situation as well. But this year is different. I grateful that I got to experience this rest from stress and work. But I think this rest is too much and too long na huhu, also because my savings is not enough anymore to cover for this month's expenses.
Writing this to remind my self that I thinking of the opposite situation if I have a job right now. Might be tired and stressed but at least I have money. Ugh. Don't want to depend the positive side of life on money but that's the truth. So when I get a new job, I'll make sure that I will be grateful. I'll use money as a tool to do the things I wanna do and buy the things I want and need to have. You waited for this new job so be grateful, Sheann.
Uhm. Random thoughts. Magulo. But yeah, I'm trying to release so I'll have a space to breathe. ✨🍃
Keep going, Sheann. 🫶
