i hope june has better days in store for me. may itself felt like a year to be honest--a year of intense emotions from happiness to anxiety. i felt really free, but i also felt really scared. june is what i consider to be the first month of summer, my favourite season of the year. and i truly hope that this summer is my best summer year. i hope it's filled with freedom, joy and endless days of warm weather and ice cream. i hope that, in this season, i forget what anxiety feels like--even if it only lasts a moment. for now, all i can feel is anxiety but i must remember that, like everything, it will not last.
I’m reblogging this, in the last week of June, simply to write that June, so far, has been what I wanted when I wrote that post. June, I will say, has been more chaotic than I expected. However, a strong majority of the chaos was what I would call ‘good chaos’. The type of chaos where so many things happen consecutively and all at once, but they are things that I’ve dreamed of. This is why I wanted July and August to be more chill—to have almost nothing very exciting happen. I want to return to normality—the type of peace that exists in the mundane. Who knows what’s going to happen…
