Haze Of Fandom

ilya pushing into shane for the first time....he is first and foremost concerned with shane's comfort and pleasure, you can see the way his expression barely changes even as certainly overwhelming sensations are washing over him but he's LASERED in on shane's face, watching for his reaction, checking for positive signs. and only after he's made certain shane is okay does he succumb to the probably insane pleasure he's experiencing. the way his eyes fall closed and his mouth moves soundlessly, processing how good it feels...........yeah

surely there has to be somebody on the internet who wants to give me $500,000 in exchange for nothing at all

Like don't get me wrong, Ilya is uncomfortably aware of the consequences if his whole bisexual thing gets out. But you can't tell me that sometimes he's just dying to tell Marleau about the fact that he pulled Shane Hollander, that he's actively pulling Hollander every time they play Montreal. He got hockey's 11/10 and he can't even tell anyone.

having your own money is fucking dangerous because the only person stopping me from buying whatever I want is myself. and myself has bad judgment sometimes