Shelbs

just the other day i threw away my entire freelancing kit and decluttered my personal makeup collection to the point where i have enough space to put every single item from sephora in there (i have a full vanity). doing makeup was my way of escaping the stress school and work used to bring me, but now that i have found other ways of de-stressing, makeup artistry is just not for me anymore.

two buds in a rose💐

so i started a new job and i feel…different. i’ve been running around cleaning, throwing out anything i don’t want anymore. this is a job i’ve been wanting for months now and it’s with my dream organization. i’ve been reflecting about how i’ve gotten to this point and how much more i have left to do. i’ve changed my career path so many times but for some reason, this path i chose came so easily to me. whereas the path i chose and spent five years of college for kept slipping further and further away from my reach. all my life i’ve been so used to climbing mountains for things i’ve wanted but this is the first time i feel like i’m simply walking over a shallow hill. am i choosing the easy way in life? or is life supposed to be this easy?

I couldn’t sleep so I figured why not just post on here. It’s been a while since I used this account but let me tell you life has gone by so fast and so much has changed. My mindset has been completely different now and I’m starting to feel like I’m changing my lifestyle once again. Hopefully it’s for the better.