WELCOME
HELLO! I AM SHELLZ, OR BETTER KNOWN AS █████.
THIS ACCOUNT IS FOR ME TO RANT AND TALK ABOUT MY GENERAL LIFE. OKAY.
THERE WILL BE SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, SELF-HARM, ETC. PLEASE INTERACT AT YOUR OWN RISK.
I AM NOT MENTALLY OKAY, BUT I AM TRYING TO GET BETTER.
I AM HOPING TO GET DIAGNOSED, SO I WILL NOT SLAP ON ANY LABELS FOR MYSELF YET. I DO HAVE DIAGNOSED MDD THOUGH.
LIKES
I'M INTO SCP, BACKROOMS, AND HETALIA.
MY FAVOURITE BAND IS ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE).
MY FAVOURITE FOOD IS ENOKI MUSHROOMS AND CHICKEN SOUP.
I LIKE CATS. A LOT. CATS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER.
SMALL SOCIAL CIRCLES. I HAVE THE BIG NUMBER OF TWO FRIENDS. I WOULD LIKE ONE MORE.
HUGS. I LIKE HUGS.
I LIKE TALKING ABOUT ANIMALS AND PARANOID STUFF.
I'M STUDYING CHARACTER DESIGN AND ANIMATION.
DISLIKES
ANYONE WHO ACTS BUDDY-BUDDY WITH ME WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING ABOUT ME. IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE THEY'RE ANOTHER PERSON TO TAKE CARE OF AND IT DRAINS ME. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT ME, ESPECIALLY IF WE'VE ONLY KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR A WEEK. FRIENDSHIPS NEED TIME TO FORM, AND IF YOU AREN'T PATIENT FOR THAT, I THINK YOU SHOULDN'T MAKE FRIENDS AT ALL FOR YOUR OWN SAKE (IT HURTS WHEN THEY LEAVE).
ANYONE THAT COMPLAINS TOO MUCH, ESPECIALLY ABOUT EASY, SOLVABLE THINGS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR PARTNER. I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR OTHER FRIENDS. I DON'T KNOW THEM, THEY DON'T KNOW ME. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM. PLEASE SHUT UP ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND.
ANYONE WHO KEEPS BRINGING UP THE PAST. I AM TRYING TO FORGET THAT VERSION OF ME AND I DEEPLY REGRET WHAT I HAD SAID BACK THEN. I HAVE TAKEN FULL ACCOUNTABILITY AND GOTTEN HELP. I HAVE CHANGED.
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK QUESTIONS. MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN. I CAN TALK NORMALLY. I PROMISE. OKAY.
I LACK EMPATHY AND SYMPATHY FOR THOSE I DON'T KNOW WELL.
I AM HARD TO GET ALONG WITH. PLEASE BE PATIENT.
I HAVE VERY VIOLENT INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS AND SOMETIMES I WILL BLURT THEM OUT. EXCUSE MY BEHAVIOUR.
THANK YOU.
GOODBYE.











