Seychelle’s Solstice

You always blamed me for things i never did, you always left me sad alone and in Dangerous circumstances. I did Nothing but promise this life I was depicting was truthfully and only for us. You constantly self sabotaged my love and my word. I lied to you once out of the fear of being hurt not the the fear of loosing you. I love you and still every fucken moment that passes I cry and blame me. I’m sorry I lied and I’m sorry I wasn’t who you wanted me to be. I’m a good person. I just wasn’t good enough. You hurt me over and over again and the last time I saw you I could see the look on your face ,Finnished. When I saw you texting shorty right in my face I knew it was my que to go. I Love you So much K but I Won’t disrespect myself. I won’t be a fool for you. You called me a good hider like this is a game to me. You will never understand how I feel I begged and fought to be the only woman in your life from Day one. My efforts were never enough. This is my letter to you.. I never cheated or talked to anyone inappropriate our entire relationship even when we broke up I was faithful. I’m just. Sorry for not being able to show you I was solely yours , I tried.