why i never

[now more experienced] why i sometimes

what are three thousand things you associate with me

Thank you, Chasm Frog.

it’s been my observation after watching various tv shows that “lieutenant” is one of the most homoerotic ranks you can be

It is nearly impossible to heal without forgiving yourself for 'wasting time'. The times you grieved in your pain are not wasted, you were simply doing everything you can to survive. Sometimes it can take a long time before you start making progressing to getting better but that doesn't mean your time now is wasted. The more you keep trying, the more peace you allow yourself, the easier it'll become to keep getting up and trying again. Recovery is painful, but that's simply because you will end up stronger than anyone could ever imagine when you go through it.