baby felina

the word hooker is in lately for others to use against me. i am not surprised just sad. though i am feeling very lovable & just would like to be kind to people and be treated kindly even if i wear something unorthodox. i Am created from love, more than pain. & i just want to spew it towards everyone so it makes me sad the women at the corner speak shameful things upon me. it is one of those situations where I just have to ignore. Nobody knows me and my heart and the things I desire and the things that bring me to tears at night. i should expect the world to be this way as they say that, but why can’t people just learn to have compassion our world is crumbling worse than it ever has this isn’t something that will pass. our world is truly the playground of demons & there is evil lurking everywhere. the least that we can do is either mind our business, & give kindness to others and show them love, sharing food & important items, appreciation & grace. i feel like i am living in a surreal twilight zone why are people not freaking out and doing more to try and change things even if there are attempts are futile the attempt at trying to do something to cause better for the world is better than doing nothing even if it’s just being kind to somebody. i feel a little bit foolish, speaking like this, but it is troubling my heart lately. i hate to view media unless it is my favorite films. i hate to watch television news. i hate to be on social media, unless it is filled with clothing, kittens, music, poetry, & clips from my favorite films & vintage starlets. medication becomes useless. tolerance grows because there is nothing that can truly numb the pain of knowing what is happening in this world but every time i try to numb myself, i think that i should sit with the pain because my pain is only emotional and there are women and children out there experiencing it physically in the worst ways even possible. i’ve stopped my distractions long ago. it is only sadness that remains & even if it hurts, i just read lots & i read it as much as i can about what’s happening. very sad. Goodnight i love u & remain knowledgeable, vigilant, kind to our fellow women, children & share. may it be food, money, & belongings. ♡ do not be greedy and shallow.

celui qui détient la clé peut ouvrir mon cœur

i seen a beautiful man today. he was beautiful. he was fully tatted on his face, neck & arms. his exterior appeared very rough & jagged. he stared at me from afar, and looked at me like an angel. his gaze was sweet.

sitting on his lap in my blush pink babydoll dress kissing on his tattoos, while he in his white tank & gold chain ♡