what does it mean to be loved by death?

ok rebranding. just the icon for now but idk if i dont see it fitting with everything else i might change that too. sorely overdue tbh i knew hudson was never going to be for a long time and i should have done it when the psychic link severed months ago, out of respect. le sigh... the search for an identity continues

really love how eleanor reacts to scott reminding her he is guthrie property + how it shapes her actions around the enslaved people from the andromache in 1.07... the ghost of madi once again... who she believes was born into slavery and died enslaved! she physically turns away from him because the guilt is so much. and still what she does for these people -- buying out their contracts and finding them jobs on a ship and with her -- does not give them any degree of agency or free will in the world. perfect read on the kind of white guilt and residual sense of ownership she feels. even ownership over the grief of madi, which festers for her but which she never asks scott about or tries to understand.... she is so so so rotted and will remain that way as long as it is advantageous to her