sana

16f, sankarist & indian. i love God & my friends forever. the dirk to @geidiangels' diggler #nbd 4ever

i feel like ghosting everyone but then I'll lose friendships

i really fucking despise you

a saw trap would be less painful than whatever im going through

my heart really hurts

i will cry myself to sleep as usual goodnjght tumblr

im going to cry

i am going to slit my fucking throat if I ever seen ur bitchass again fuck u im going back to twitter where none of u r there don't dm don't fucking talk to me go die literally everyone ever

my back and arms hurt fux of that way i sleep how do I sleep now

yaoi site do Not give me a virus i forbid you

i don't want to date cuz I don't want to talk to sm or call them or go out with them or spend time with them or text them or be intimate with them i can only love from afar and i hate myself for it I loved you so much i am willing to do all those things with you if you come back to me I want you to text me late at night again k want you to recognise me in public and text me about seeing me I want you to make me promise to get you nice things when I get a good job because you think I'm one of the smartest people I want you to joke around with me i don't know how your friends found out but it was over the moment I saw my name in the story your friend posted for your 16th birthday. i can't even fucking. some of them are still in school and i can't even look at them they probably forgot i exist being invisible comes in handy sometimes but it was fucking disgusting of your friend and you only took it down cuz I asked you why tf my name was there and gosh i fucking hate that he used the 5 guys around that girl meme with one of the guys labelled with my name though I had literally accepted ihad gotten over you and I was having a good time with by first real female crush and my first gay situationship i should've fucking told you that I like girls more anyway i don't care if i get outed now but 7th grade bullying fucked me up and I'm only out now and I'm happy and i hope you somehow know though it will probably never reach you and no one cares that I'm bi now that we're in the 11th grade except this one guy who keeps bringing it up but he doesn't bully me so it's js creepy not mean and no girl accuses me of liking her anymore even though sm I thought was my friend told a friend of mine I like her and she didn't believe him ofc she's on my side but gosh i hate it i wish you realised when i "played along" with your gay jokes i wasn't fucking playing i actually do like girls and on that note. goodnight i love you still

i am going through it rn 😕

WHY THE FUCK DID I DELETE OUR SCREENSHOTS I LOVED YOU I LOVED YOU YOU LOVED ME BACK A LITTLE BIT

"permission to save" this is pinterest??

it hurts my chest hurts and it burns and it's tight oh my god

oh my goodness I took it with water tonight and it's burning more than yesterday what the fhck