guy who'll follow you to the ends of the earth even into hell but won't ride the rollercoasters at the theme park with you

when i was a kid i found an anti-new jersey fb group & as someone from new jersey i took it really personally for some reason, so I'd go on there and on an almost daily basis I'd make posts like "wont you visit our beautiful coastline? :)" and all the comments were like "i hope you get run over by a car" and it would give me insane anxiety but i kept doing it

if i don't lock in they'll kill me. if i don't lock in they are going to kill me. not in an honourable way. like a dog. afraid

tch. I have no need of a 'demon blade,' my swordsmanship is already immaculate. [looking side to side] perhaps... just one kill. with the demon blade. just to know how it feels. just the one. I deserve a treat, after everything Ive been through. just one, and then I'll stop.

Someone who sees you deeply without confusing you for the walls you made to protect and hide yourself. Someone who can find you.

I'm so normal about this guy (-> could not stand being alive without him)

It's not too late to suppress all of your wants and desires and to die unfulfilled and afraid without anyone ever having really known you.

sext: i don’t ignore you as much as i ignore other people