Why are foreign blogs keeping on following this blog? I moved and I said it a thousand times. I don't feel respected. if you are interested follow me on my new blog.

stop following this blog, because even tho it's still active I don't use it anymore as I am blogging on @scovolina. follow me there even tho I main blog in Italian

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un po' di spam al giorno toglie il medico di torno dunque: seguitemi su scovolina.tumblr.com scovolina.tumblr.com scovolina.tumblr.com scovolina.tumblr.com

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ho un nuovo blog! (sì dopo tanto tempo) ((sì ho di nuovo un PC)) si chiama scovolina.tumblr.com unfollowate questo e seguitemi là sopra :-)

ho bisogno di scrivere qui ancora fortissimo ma ho un fioretto da rispettare.

i must confess that on days like these I miss this blog as fuck but I am trying not to vomit my frustration here because I really want to get rid of the stuff written on this self-pity diary and I also want to get rid of the feelings associated with this blog. I mean I broke up my first relationship after almost three years in which I developed a serious psychological codependency because of a fucked up situation, long distance and my ex’s mental issues and so on. long story short I am still addicted to him and I still dream about him and this causes me a lot of other correlated problems like sleep deprivation, anxiety, really low self esteem, incapability of keeping romantic relationship and a lot of other minor problems. now, this has been my diary during the peak of my pathological situation and now I feel better, of course, although I still struggle with the problems above mentioned and I feel very guilty every time I get the impulse of writing here because I feel like turning back to the point where I started whereas I am not. I am pretty safe but I have to keep distance from this blog and as soon as I am completely healed, I will open a new blog as a new life. I am sending love to all my 468 readers