If Rocky will be my groom...
If you will be my groom and this will be my vow to you:
From the moment I fell in love with you dude, I knew you were the one I’ve been praying for, in every single day of my life. Naaalala ko when Marc our friend told me, “Malay mo Rosette si Ramon na ang katapat mo”. I was a kind of girl kasi dati na mejo flirty and you knew it right? And you don’t like that kind of girl, you always tell that you hate that attitude.
Dude, when you came into my life everything has change, emotionally, physically, and mentally. You’ve changed me into a better girl, a better lady and finally now a better woman. You may not be the first boy that I met but you’re the first man I love until now, the one that I introduced to my family, the one that I keep holding on even in the darkest times of our relationship, the one who knew every secret, imperfection and everything about me.
Dude I promise to you since then that I will never leave you behind and today I’m standing in front of you fulfilling what I said to you before, and I will cast another promise in the new journey of our life that I will never leave you behind until death do us part.
Dude you knew that I was afraid that one day you might go, but it was lessen because of my faith of my love for you. My fear was lessening. I love you unconditionally.
Finally, starting today this moment I’m going to be with you in every breath, second, minute, and time of my life without limitations.
Since I was 18 you knew naman that I wanna marry you. When I graduated my college, sabi ko pwede na kitang pakasalan and a soon as possible, but you always rejected me kasi we both have some different to goals pa in our single life, but that was the time I change my plans and goals, I made everything with you na, and everytime we need to break up, it was a big deal for me kasi “SAYO KO NA PINAIIKOT MUNDO KO”, hindi naman masama na paikutinmo yung mundo mo sa isang tao, basta kailangan lang you still have yourself. And luckily I was one of the person na nagawa yung ganun. A lot of years I’ve waited for this moment, to marry you dude, the one I love. I thank god at nakaya at naprove ko na ikaw nga yung true love ko, sa dinami dami ng mga babaeng pinakilala at naging crush mo at yung iba naging girlfriend mo pa, akalain mo yung isang tulad ko na sobrang selosa eh nadefeat lahat, even inside sobrang hirap at sakit na wala akong magawa kundi umiyak sa akin kama, and always pretending to be your super bestfriend. I’m the strongest one nga ika nila.
I always said to you dati, na kapag tayo ang nagkatuluyan tatawa ako ng malakas during our wedding vows and proudly na sasabihin “hahahahaha nasa akin ang huling halakhal”. I love you dudey!
Sa sobrang dami kong gustong sabihin at ishare sa mga witness ng ating kasal, dadating sa point na gutom na sila, pero (haharap sa mga guests) can I have this moment for my best day of my life for my bestfriend? Please.
Dude I’m marrying you my bestfriend, dati were pretending lang but eventually we found to each other na we are real bestfriends and it will be forever.
Pangarap lang kita, remember our song on my debut that I changed the lyrics (sing with tune) “Ang hirap maging babae kung si MONDI yung lalaki, kahit may gusto ka di mo masabi”. Hirap muna bago sarap, hindi naging madali bago tayo makarating sa stage na ito, ang dami nating struggles na pinagdaanan and dumating sa point na napapagod tayo at gusto mo ng sumuko, remember hindi naman kita susukuan, mapapagod lang ako but I will never give you up, even bumaha pa ng luha ko.
I thank god for answering my everyday prayer, for giving me you my dudey. Hindi mo man ako tawaging baby, honey, mahal, at kahit anong kasweetan na tawag, but I will still be your dude, dudey pa rin.
You know that I am always a futuristic one, kasi I’m thinking na nga what will be our tawagan when we will have our own babies, pops ba? Hahaha but I think I choose to call us nalang bilang Ama and Ina, it was kinda unique. I’m so excited to have our own talas and buwan too.
Dudey I realize that you want me to be in your life forever because you made me your bestfriend, kasi wala naming nagbebreak na bestfriend di ba? Saka nga I’m the “best” than girlfriend kaya nga bestfriend.
Dude I’m still inlove pa rin naman sayo araw-araw and hindi ako nagsasawa since then at mas lalo pa kitang minamahal dudey. Dati lagi ko lang iniimagine yung araw na ito, and I never expect na matutupad ito, kasi sabi mo nga I will be your last choice sa papakasalan mo.
But today we will fulfill some promises that we made and we we will cast a new promises for our new journey as one.
I remember in our early years when we have an overnight with my house and you were cracking a joke about the name but I don’t exactly remember what it is. But I remember this one “Gusto Mo Ba Sa Susunod Aplido Ko Na Gamit Mo?”, and you know what happened to me? Lahat ng ugat and nerve endings ko kinikilig but I’m not showy and I’m pretending that I’m laughing lang, kung pwede lang kitang ihug at ikiss nung time na yun nagawa ko nay un.
And I remember also the time that me and tita beth or should I call her mommy beth said to me, “Sana huwag ka ng mauntog sa iba at si Rocky na lang makatuluyan mo”, that was the time na mas naging devoted ako sa iyo dude to love you more and more. I love you dude.
Dude as I take your last name today, as Mrs. Rocky Villanueva, ang sarap pakingan di ba?! I promise that you will still have your bestfriend that you knew since 2012, I will be the one person whom you can share everything and can lean through thick and thin, and for better or for worst. We will be the extensions of each other. And we will face everyday together as one and we will have more discoveries, adventures, and new experiences together at solo na natin ang isa’t isa. Let’s continue to do the things that we used to do since then, magdadate pa rin tayo ahh.
Tomorrow I will wake up na bilang DUDE-DUDEY-BESTFRIEND-WIFEY mo na, and it’s our Version 2.0. Sobrang lakas natin kay God, caused we both blessed by each other.
Dude you will be my forever and my home, #may4everkaminidudey. I love you dude more that love allowed and I will be your forever PA, super I LOVE YOU RAMON ROBERTO VILLANUEVA!
