𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙢

i want to ask if you can love damaged goods. 

i want to ask you if you're scared of your father. 

a study in .. i'm the big sister .. i just wish i was better at it, one of us always needs to go first .. i know this .. i go first, everyone has a secret, how to let go and how to come back, on the back porch ..

an independent and private writing blog for top gun: maverick original character, riley emilia seresin by abigail . ptsd, parental abandoment, emotional manipulation and variations of emotional abuse, sibling abandonment and attempts at reunification, parentification & other triggering content. due to the nature of source material and riley’s background content such as ptsd, sibling/parental abandonment etc, will not be consisently tagged, please keep that in mind. please read all information before following & interacting.

for a second she almost forgets she's alone until a hand reaches across the small distance between them which is terrible she knows especially considering clark treated her to her favorite coffee and one of the biggest cinnamon rolls in the shop, but she's fixated on the letter in her hands, another addressed return to sender and the ache she still feels where her healed wound rests. she's fumbling around for a pen when a hand quicker than lightning reaches out and plucks the pen from behind her ear and extends it to her with a grin,

" oh, thanks. " riley accepts the pen with a brush of their fingers, stalling her words for a few moments before she sets it back down and lets the touch fall away, " sorry, didn't mean to completely zone out on you, clark. "

thinking about moving riley from low activity to maybe more active, not completely but more brought back to life if that makes sense 💙

i just wanted to give everyone the heads up that riley will be switching from a high activity blog to a medium-low activity blog. i'm not leaving or abandoning her i just want to be honest about the muse i have for her right now, my muse meter has just been really fickle lately and i'm trying to chase some joy <3