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it's the final day again for ammar's injection and my hopes are, bluntly, extremely slim.
we didn't even manage to raise the money for his immune globulin injection last week, and we are now, on top of that, about $1k in debt to the doctor for the iv fluids he had to take for that.
that has to be paid for in conjunction with his urgent digoxin injection, which he will die without, which means the minimum amount we have to raise by tuesday 4 pm gaza time is $2,129.
i am really not feeling optimistic, because we had to urgently evacuate the family last week from israel's active bombing and no one cared enough to contribute almost any donation at all, even as small as $5 - only a small handful of people chipped in.
if we don't get this money before the end of tuesday, ammar will need over $6k, as it will include an intensive injection on top of everything we already have to pay
and i know we're not going to get that, so really what will happen is he will die
i don't know what i can say to convince you to help keep him alive, but i beg you not to let israel successfully kill him
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My thoughts on backrooms (2026) as like a black watcher or whatever
Ok so starting with the things I liked, the cinematography was really good it did a good job building tension and ambience I found Clark to be a really compelling character and enjoyed the first part of the movie
Now the stuff I disliked . Let's start that alot of Marys character felt too disconnected to the rest to the point of her also being an mc kinda just dragged it down. I think what it tried to do with the theme and her character wasn't well executed bc wasn't actively involved with the backrooms for most of the movie and when she did it was also messy. Her and Clark had a purely professional relationship sothe moments where she went to his store or yelled at him like she resented him personally just felt off. Bc it's only therapist- patient it just make it feel like her scene in the movie either shouldnt be there or there's a lot of stuff that was missing to make an actual connection between her and Clark or the backrooms . Her role was given to like Clarks employee or someone that had to interact with him more often like a friend, family member or s/o or even make it clear she was being umprofessinal an projecting her shit in Clark maybe the conflicts and parallels would be better than just being like therapist-pacient
But in the end the worst is bc her most important scenes were like like the most antibkack racially insensitive bits on the movie. The movie was actually pretty racist .
There was no black person in the writing room and by the end u have : the black male character becoming agressive and attacking the white woman out of nowhere , said black man engaging in pseudo cannibalism for some fucking reason while also just acting "crazyyyy" and aggressive to said white woman. He gets killed by a monster version of himself that is a costume played my a fucking white man . Monster with the aparece of the black man has a whole sequence where he's chasing the white woman down. U have a scene that is supposed to represent Mary freeing herself and letting go and it's like a white woman beating the monster version of the black man with a rock where is close up on his face
Like Thai sucked really bad on different levels colorblind casting doesn't work well and u have to that into consideration that having a black or non white characters can affect the context A LOT, and you have to get a sensitive reader in the writing room and not just 2 white guys.
Overall I did enjoy a good half of the movie the rest was like meh or absurdly racist. Kinda disappointed for something I was honestly looking forward to
FUCKKK FUCK FUCK I can't believe this. My father is having terrible seizures. You can't imagine the pain he's going through right now.
Seven members of my family have died, and I can't bear the thought of my father dying too. Please, he just needs heart surgery!!!!!
My tears won't stop. I feel helpless. I don't know what to do. My father is dying in front of me, and you are my only hope.
I am not a beggar; I trust that you feel my pain as I watch my father slowly die before my eyes.
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free my girl she did all that and thatās what makes her such a compellingly complex character. thatās her essence
no but like No. 2 in Fallout said something incredible. He was part of the Village's establishment. He had a position of authority. Unlike the Youth who was indifferent to it all or No. 6 who fought back every step, the former No. 2 bought into it all, by his own admittance with little resistance, and then woke up from it and realized how much of a farce it all is. That's incredible!
Okay okay Leo Mckern Number Twoās character development :ā)))))))
He seems like heās always felt conflicted about this role right back to "Chimes" when he acknowledges that he and Six are both lifers and attempts to rationalize the Villageās existence:
There's also a cut scene where he chides someone for referring to him as "sir", as though he's trying to convince himself that this is indeed some sort of burgeoning egalitarian utopia and not a fucking prison:
And I think heās drawn to Six because 1.) he appears to genuinely enjoy his company at times, and 2.) deep down he admires his ability to resist but is also deeply envious of that ability and wants to bring him down to his own degraded level. Maybe if he can break Six, itāll prove thatĀ no oneĀ can resist the Village indefinitely, and his own selling out was inevitable and not a choice he alone made out of selfishness and/or fear and/or vanity, in exchange for an ~exalted~ position, power over the other detainees, ect.
Everything that happens in "Once Upon a Time" confirms it for me. Even before they head down to the Embryo Room, Two is shown to be wreck because of all the pressure heās under to break into the adamantine fortress of Six's mind. His charming, āgood naturedā dandy facade has fallen away by now to reveal a much more brooding character, struggling in vain to understand why Six cares so much about maintaining his personal integrity/identity, despite the physical and psychological violence he is threatened with and often receives for refusing to submit.
The Embryo Room is clearly the nuclear option here and Two chooses it, knowing it'll probably kill one of them - and I suspect that he knows exactly which one of them it'll kill. Midway through singing nursery rhymes to an age-regressing Six, he starts to scream the words at his sleeping form with barely-contained rage (the tone of his voice suggests that what he's actually saying is "FUCK YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU STUBBORN ASSHOLE HOO BOY YOU REALLY SCREWED BOTH OF US NOW HUH". Basically.) He hates this place, he hates Six, and he hates himself.
Then once we reach the Embryo Room, itās pretty much game over for Two: his own ego has been so compromised that he lacks the foundation to stand up to Six at ANY age in a battle of wills and ideals. In the role of the headmaster, his frustration with schoolboy Six's refusal to sell out a peer seems pretty genuine ("you're a fool!"). Of course, secure in his own identity, Six doesn't mind being called a fool, but boyyyyy, Two sure doesn't like to be labeled a rat š¬ Immediately he breaks character to express outrage at this epithet before just barely composing himself enough again to launch into a tirade about society + conforming + lone wolf bad + blah blah blah. It almost seems like he's arguing with some part of himself as much as he is with Six.
Later, when Six claims to know who Two really is - "a fool, an idiot" - the latter doesn't handle that well either, snarling that he'll kill Six. One day when I have it more together in my head, I'll write a post about the significance of killing, both figurative and literal in the Embryo Room, but for now I'll just say this: in the fencing scene, Six declines to kill a disarmed Two when offered the opportunity. Similarly, Two refuses to kill supine, handcuffed Six when offered. Now, I'm sure that's largely because if he killed Number One's prize pet, there'd be no question about his own fate, but I also believe it's an indicator that deep down this isn't who he is - he may have a sadistic side that his role as Number Two encourages, but clearly not sadistic and unfeeling enough for what the Village requires of its operatives.
By the end of the episode, Two's been brutalized into a babbling, pleading shell of his former self and then...šŖ¦šŖ¦šŖ¦...until the next thing he knows, he's been revived at this absurd, cultic assembly to be tried before a bunch of self-important morons in cloaks. While he does initially try to keep up his usual facade in "Fall Out", it's clear that he's no longer afraid of this supposed authority and can no longer hide his contempt for both the Village and for himself. Honestly so proud of him when he takes his badge off and stands up to the figurative curtain that Number One cowers behind ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
And I've gone on long enough for tonight but yes for Leo McKern Number Two character arc!!!!!!
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Hello, my name is Mona. I am from the Gaza Strip, specifically from Khan Younis in the south. I am 33 years old and worked as a mathematics
Hello friends,
My name is Mona, a 33-year-old former mathematics teacher from Khan Younis, Gaza.
The war has taken almost everything from me. I lost my home, my job, and my father, who passed away after being unable to receive the treatment he needed. My family and I have been displaced more than 17 times, searching for safety but finding very little relief.
Today, I am responsible for caring for my mother and my two younger brothers. I have tried my best to find a way to support them, but the situation remains incredibly difficult.
I am asking for your support during this painful time. Any donation, no matter how small, can help us afford food, basic necessities, and daily essentials. If you are unable to donate, sharing my story would mean so much to me.
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Hello, my name is Mona. I am from the Gaza Strip, specifically from Khan Younis in the south. I am 33 years old and worked as a mathematics
Hello friends,
My name is Mona, a 33-year-old former mathematics teacher from Khan Younis, Gaza.
The war has taken almost everything from me. I lost my home, my job, and my father, who passed away after being unable to receive the treatment he needed. My family and I have been displaced more than 17 times, searching for safety but finding very little relief.
Today, I am responsible for caring for my mother and my two younger brothers. I have tried my best to find a way to support them, but the situation remains incredibly difficult.
I am asking for your support during this painful time. Any donation, no matter how small, can help us afford food, basic necessities, and daily essentials. If you are unable to donate, sharing my story would mean so much to me.
Thank you for reading and for standing with my family. š¤
Movie of the Day: Real Life
Albert Brooks' under-seen directorial debut was amazingly prescient about the future of television. It's funny today to see some critics at the time dismiss it as cynical and underdeveloped when it really predicted the future shamelessness of reality television. Honestly, it should've been regarded as a warning; watching it today, it almost seems tame to how deleterious reality tv has been to society.
What Brooks--star, director and co-writer--is satirizing here is the documentary television series An American Family. Brooks plays a documentary filmmaker who proposes to live with and film a dysfunctional family for one year. He claims to be documenting reality, but of course the family attempts to put themselves in the best light and Brooks (playing himself) tries to influence their lives for dramatic purposes, leading up to a crazy, destructive ending that, honestly, seems all-too-plausible today.
Real Life premiered in New York City on March 2, 1979.
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I watched the backrooms and got a wee bit inspired

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ššam Suleiman a young man from Gaza. I was displaced with my family to tents after we lost our home and everything we owned. We are not weak and we do not ask for pity, but the harsh conditions have pushed us to ask for your help. I extend my hand not out of humiliation, but out of hope that those who are able to help will stand with us. Our dignity is the most precious thing we have, and we need your support to preserve it amidst this destruction and hungeršš
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