Seoa

Thats good! so have you been a good boy since i been gone-smiles-

Heh i know you are a very very bad boy-shakes head-

Thats good! so have you been a good boy since i been gone-smiles-

She listened to what he was saying, keeping her eyes closed as she nods a little to tell him that she understands what she must do, She thought to herself of what she wanted to imbed in her mind for as long as she lived. Thinking about it over again she practically started to mouth it with a grin. She nods once more as she smiled knowing that it is now in graved in to her mind. She listened to what he said last as she waited a few moments before she opened her eyes looking at him “Thank you.” she said in a soft tone and a light laugh.

“You’re welcome.” Hashirama bowed his head politely - he seemed to do that a lot, really. He blamed his father and his upbringing. “If you want to,” he shifted slightly and turned to face her with his hole body, “You can hold an object as you do. A necklace for example, or something else that you always carry with you. If you can anchor your images to this earthly object, store it in it’s form, you need only grab it and close your eyes to bring the images back. I had such a necklace myself once.” he confessed. “A turquoise stone on a leather string that I always carried around my neck until I passed it on to my granddaughter.” He told her with a smile on his face, hoping that she perhaps would do the same.

Seoa looked at Hashirama with a wide smile on her face, she didn't mind that he did that. She understood now that is how he was raised and she respected it. "huh?" she said quietly,looking at him as she blinked a few times listening to what he was saying "An object?" she said as she cocked her head to the right a little. She smiled a little as she nods and then pulls out a small necklace "You mean something like this?" she said and looked down at it, the stone was in the shape of a heart around it "It was giving to me by my friend that had died he told me to take care of it." she smiled and clutched it in her hand.

She could feel the man’s eyes on her as he watched, taking in light breaths to realx her body. She couldn’t help but have a light smile on her face before opening her eyes looking at him she hard a sturn look but it seemed to hold alot more in them then normal eyes. She then looked away to the sky, with a small grin on her lips. She then cocked her head to the side seeing a little bug flying from a leaf as she laughed to herself lightly. She reclosed her eyes once more doing what he said as she breath lightly trying to do so. It was helping her feel much better”Got it.” she whispered as she did what the man told her.

“Excellent.” Hashirama smiled as she seemed to get it all correct. “Keep that image, burn it into the back of your eyelids so that you can carry it with you wherever you go. Then all you will have to do to remind yourself of who you are, and who you want to be, is to simply… close your eyes.” he made a gesture with his hand over his eyes, as if he was closing the ones of a dead man, but as she didn’t even see it, it could be seen as a highly unnecessary motion. “When you are sure you have it memorized, you can open your eyes.”

She listened to what he was saying, keeping her eyes closed as she nods a little to tell him that she understands what she must do, She thought to herself of what she wanted to imbed in her mind for as long as she lived. Thinking about it over again she practically started to mouth it with a grin. She nods once more as she smiled knowing that it is now in graved in to her mind. She listened to what he said last as she waited a few moments before she opened her eyes looking at him "Thank you." she said in a soft tone and a light laugh.

She looked at him as he looked at her, her eyes seemed shaky as if she was afraid of something deep inside. She held her chest a little as looked down to the ground away from his gaze. She didn’t know how to explain at first but since she already explained most of it, she couldn’t tell him that she was the one that stopped them by destroying the small little village she lived in, She then listened to what he had to say once more about what she was trying to do, she closed her eyes opening just a few seconds later then looking him in the eyes once more “Its hard to when you know your the one that took out our own home.” she sighed a little but closed her eyes and visioned her self with a smile on her face “But will will vision myself like you said.”

Hashirama watched as she closed her eyes and gave it a try. However, it didn’t take long until she reopened. Hashirama was planning on asking her how it went until she opened her mouth and spoke herself. He nodded, masking his obvious surprise as much as he could - he was a ninja after all, and a good one at that, but he had admittedly always had trouble with hiding his emotions. He nodded his head once with a warm smile as she promised to vision herself like he had told her to. “Now, keep that image in your head. Add all the positive things you want yourself to know and do. Don’t even think about the bad you’d like to remove, simply focus on the ones you want to have left.”

She could feel the man's eyes on her as he watched, taking in light breaths to realx her body. She couldn't help but have a light smile on her face before opening her eyes looking at him she hard a sturn look but it seemed to hold alot more in them then normal eyes. She then looked away to the sky, with a small grin on her lips. She then cocked her head to the side seeing a little bug flying from a leaf as she laughed to herself lightly. She reclosed her eyes once more doing what he said as she breath lightly trying to do so. It was helping her feel much better"Got it." she whispered as she did what the man told her.

She smiled a little thinking nothing of it,but inside it hurt her to find it out at such a young age that her parents had dun something this bad to other human including the small village villagers. She looked at him “Are you alright?” she asked tilting her head to the side. She looked back up her eyes focused on the sky, she had something called heterochromia,meaning her eyes were two different colors. She giggled a bit seeing a bird fly by chasing another. “It dosn’t bother me very much anymore no need to be sorry.” she looked towards the ground “Like i said i saw what corruption could do to people.” she looked towards him closing her eyes and giving a small smile to him as saying ‘its okay’

Hashirama was surprised by her question. He was alright, yes, question was, was she? Saying just that it didn’t bother her… Hashirama was sure that she was just putting on a façade for the world; that she really, deep inside was still very much hurt by her parents’ actions. “I don’t think I can quite believe you, Seoa-chan.” Hashirama sighed. “I think you are still deeply affected by your parents’ actions, and deep inside, you are afraid to act all out with everything you want, in case you turn out to be like them. Am I correct? If not, I apologize for making such assumptions.”

She took in a deep breath once again as she had to admit that it was hard to talk about her past, it was like contradicting on what she was saying about keeping stuff bottled up untill she snapped. She always seemed happy telling herself that she would be like them, and knowing that she was different. That’s what she liked to tell herself about the whole situation. She couldn’t help but to tilt her head to the side looking at him, He was right she was still affected by the past and what her parents did. She didn’t want to be like them but growing up thats all she thought was out there “T-thats true i dont wish to be like them and your not wrong…the past still affects me to this day.” she closed her eyes “I have a feeling that one day i will end up like them but if that happens i hope that someone kills me.” she then said with a smile “I don’t want to hurt anyone, you know what im saying?” she looked at him with a serious look on her face.

Hashirama met her gaze. He could see it in her eyes that she was fighting some sort of an inner battle. Perhaps it was about the conflicting emotions she obviously had about her parents, or perhaps it was about what she was going to tell him; the truth or not. After what felt like an eternity of silence, the girl spoke. Hashirama nodded in understanding at her words. He put his hand back on her shoulder. “I understand. You don’t have to push yourself to tell me if you do not wish to do so yourself.” he gave her a small smile “If you go around thinking about how you shouldn’t act, you will most likely end up acting like that. If you then instead try to focus on what you should act like, and what you want to do with your life, where you want to end up, you will get there. The key,” he held up a finger “is to always believe in your vision. Now, please create a vision of yourself in your mind, the one about you not hurting anyone.”

She looked at him as he looked at her, her eyes seemed shaky as if she was afraid of something deep inside. She held her chest a little as looked down to the ground away from his gaze. She didn't know how to explain at first but since she already explained most of it, she couldn't tell him that she was the one that stopped them by destroying the small little village she lived in, She then listened to what he had to say once more about what she was trying to do, she closed her eyes opening just a few seconds later then looking him in the eyes once more "Its hard to when you know your the one that took out our own home." she sighed a little but closed her eyes and visioned her self with a smile on her face "But will will vision myself like you said."

She smiled a little thinking nothing of it,but inside it hurt her to find it out at such a young age that her parents had dun something this bad to other human including the small village villagers. She looked at him “Are you alright?” she asked tilting her head to the side. She looked back up her eyes focused on the sky, she had something called heterochromia,meaning her eyes were two different colors. She giggled a bit seeing a bird fly by chasing another. “It dosn’t bother me very much anymore no need to be sorry.” she looked towards the ground “Like i said i saw what corruption could do to people.” she looked towards him closing her eyes and giving a small smile to him as saying ‘its okay’

Hashirama was surprised by her question. He was alright, yes, question was, was she? Saying just that it didn’t bother her… Hashirama was sure that she was just putting on a façade for the world; that she really, deep inside was still very much hurt by her parents’ actions. “I don’t think I can quite believe you, Seoa-chan.” Hashirama sighed. “I think you are still deeply affected by your parents’ actions, and deep inside, you are afraid to act all out with everything you want, in case you turn out to be like them. Am I correct? If not, I apologize for making such assumptions.”

She took in a deep breath once again as she had to admit that it was hard to talk about her past, it was like contradicting on what she was saying about keeping stuff bottled up untill she snapped. She always seemed happy telling herself that she would be like them, and knowing that she was different. That's what she liked to tell herself about the whole situation. She couldn't help but to tilt her head to the side looking at him, He was right she was still affected by the past and what her parents did. She didn't want to be like them but growing up thats all she thought was out there "T-thats true i dont wish to be like them and your not wrong...the past still affects me to this day." she closed her eyes "I have a feeling that one day i will end up like them but if that happens i hope that someone kills me." she then said with a smile "I don't want to hurt anyone, you know what im saying?" she looked at him with a serious look on her face.