it has been awhile since i logged on here and other platforms. gonna throw this out then slunk back as i made peace with my situation.
to let people know:
1. i am not physically dead / didnβt take my life
2. i am being highly monitored by several people and making great healing progress
3. i quit at least making artwork to share with others
4. lastly i am working on a call out post on some people i did knew who groomed me and my friends which lead us doing bad stuff. it includes csam and blackmail, a lot of it that i never mentioned in my response due to being very caught up what was said about me and people i did hurt.
i still take accountability what happened, while i moved on and many did reach out to help me recover. actions i did were caused by being groomed and abused by both online and people in real life, still not an entire valid excuse of what i did and i took steps to fix that up. the first step was finding the one causing all of this.
no longer i am involved in mature content at all with those close they see my moves. i have been the happiest i been actually with receiving help and while still being held accountable, i have freedom to do some stuff.
i am coming up 6 months sober and i am so grateful to have some still supporting me, i hope i continue to improve but until then. i will see some much later, if you want my socials please ask and i may give it. thank you. π
