Letters To Julian.

i miss you. 😊

i miss you.

wow its been one month.

you are loved.

1800-273-TALK

i miss you, i cant stop thinking about you. i think it gets worst at night. when everything is silent, and still. we used to stay up all night and talk and when you would fall asleep, id wake you up. i love you.

i asked him if i could go with him, he told me no, maybe i do have a purpose .. he comforts me, nothings changed.

i apologize for everything, and anything. 😒💯 but you know that, no body will connect with me like you did. i miss you. sooo much. 😞 i love you

they probley say she is crazy now, but they dont know how i feel, they havent been through what ive been through... and i am crazy.. ive always been crazy..you know that better than anyone. i was crazy for you, but lately youve made me sane.. youve killed my distractions and you made me realize what this world really consists of. im here and im stronger than ever, i know people want to see me with my world rocked and all fucked up, but i have god and my heads up and it will stay up, that is all.