Isolation

Embrace the idea that those who are not physically fit are present in our thoughts every day, do not blame yourself for things that are out of your control, stay with the best version of those who left, try to keep present in the learning that they left you in that good or bad we lack time, but we were able to reconcile in the ties that we did not have.

Take care of your crying and anguish. But to get that best version of yourself every day.

Sometimes I think that I should have said something a long time ago, I also think that I have nothing to say. Then I am left with that last idea.

It's as if I can't find the exact words to close each sentence, I guess also because I can't find or finish defining how I really feel.

I guess it is difficult to explain, I guess something similar happened to you and you never knew how to tell us what was happening to you, no matter how much we insisted and sometimes we even said that we had to take out what you were saying because you didn't say it.

I hope you found the peace you were looking for and that at some point you felt a glimpse of happiness. There are days that I am overcome with enormous anguish, other days I have fleeting memories and other days I don't really know how I should feel.

Guilt is another constant that is somewhat a part of my days.

The future enters into us, in order to transform itself in us, long before it happens.

Kodak Ektar H35